Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(Chapter 6 ) lost fire

(Chapter 6) Lost fire 

Justin's POV 

Night before the my birthday 

Me and ocean still weren't talking properly, and we didn't spend much time together, one because she had to look after the kids and two she was always going to Parkers and three every time I did try spend time with her she would always get out of it or not want to. 

Ocean was sitting on the couch my mom had taken the kids or the weekend so she was free. I sat down next to her and she went to get up when I grabbed her wrist 

" no you’re not just going to walk away " I said 

" and who's going to stop me " she said glaring at me 

" I will " I said she sat back down she knew I would do something to stop her 

" what do you want " she said looking down at her hand 

" I want you to come to my party tomorrow night " I smiled 

"No " she said blankly 

" please ocean it would make my day " 

" I don't want to I don't feel like partying " she said fiddling with her jumper 

" I'm begging you" I said 

" okay but I'm not drinking " she agreed I hugged her and she smiled slightly 

" thank you " I said, if she was drunk I had more of a chance with her and her little Parker would be able to ruin anything 

" I have nothing to wear " she said looking a little lost 

" you have those dresses I got you " I laughed, I had never seen her all done up I was looking forward to it 


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The next day 

I woke up and ruffled my hair I was 19 today. I got up and jumped into the shower, today was going to be a good day, meal with the boys and then my party later and I was looking forward to hopefully getting ocean, even if she was drunk it would be way better if she wasn't though, but oh we'll, I jumped out of the shower put On my sweatpants just for now. I ran out of my room and into oceans room 

" it's my birthday " I shouted jumping on her bed she sat up and laughed 

" happy birthday Justin" she smiled 

" what did you get me " I laughed 

" nothing " she laughed I knew she was lying, she got up stretched then walked over to her Bag, and pulled out a small black box with a silver ribbon tided around it 

" gimme " I said reaching for the box 

" no, I want to give it you at the party " she smiled 

" can I have a birthday kiss " I asked with a grin 

" I have a boyfriend Justin " she smiled at least she wasn't upset with me for asking that 

"I know, it was worth a try " I laughed she walked over to me and kissed me on the cheek 

" birthday kiss " she laughed picked up her towel and went to the bathroom, I went into my room and picked up my phone 
I had loads of texts saying happy birthday 

Then I saw a text from Hannah, she was my first and last girlfriend 

- happy birthday Justin, I miss you and I’m sorry for everything that happened sorry that things ended the way they did - Hannah 

I stared at that text for ages after 2 years of not talking to me and ignoring me she finally texted me, after breaking up with me on my 17th birthday because she cheated on me, she had the cheek to text me saying sorry, she didn't even call me she texted, I could feel my blood boiling, tears rolled down my cheeks I hardly ever cried, she broke my heart and didn't care about the damage she caused. 

- sorry will never be enough not ever your hurt me so much you don't even understand, I loved you Hannah but I'm so glad that has worn off now - me 

I picked up my phone slipped my shoes on and my t-shirt and walked out onto the landing ocean was there just walking out of her room she was in sweat pants and a tank top. I Stormed down the stairs wiping tears from my cheeks and sniffling I got my jacket from the coat rail 
" Justin what's wrong " she shouted down the stairs I walked out if the ground door and started running, I ran out of the gates and ran and ran soon I found myself in the place where I found ocean before, I stopped running and looked at my phone and there was another text from Hannah 

- well your always in my heart - Hannah 

I ran some more, I ran faster than I did before until I got to some were I had never been before it was a beach I stood there looking out onto the water it was quite clean and clear 
Then I got a text from ocean 

- I'm worried about you were are you Justin ?- ocean 

I warm feeling shot through my body that made me smile she actually care

I phoned her and she picked up straight away 

' Justin where are you I'm so worried ' Ocean 

' I don't no ' I said I cried I was just so confused 

'Justin why are you crying, please tell me I'm scared, don't do anything stupid ' Ocean 

' I can't tell you but I'm okay,' I said crying 

' where are you, find out so I can come and get you ' she said she sounded like she was crying 

' if funny because the place I'm at is called ocean bay ' I smiled to myself 

' aw I'm coming now' she sniffled 

A little while later her car pulled up, I heard her footsteps come up behind me, she had taken her shoes of because of the sand