Chapter 55 Cheater's Secrets
Justin’s POV
Her breathing was slow and steady and her chest moved up and down gracefully, her eyes fluttered opened and her lovely green eyes stared into mine, I couldn’t help but stare at her: she was so beautiful. I traced the Justin tattoo on her side and she giggled softly.
“We were meant to be” I said running my finger back and forth over the tattoo, she smiled and kissed my lips
“Why did we let each other go” she sighed
“Because we were young and stupid “I kissed her lips gently and I felt her smile
“I wish we could be together “she mumbled
“We could “I said lying back and bringing Ocean closer to me
“How?” she mumbled again
“We both could get divorces” I suggested “And then we could get married and have a proper family” I smiled the thought of a real family sent a warm feeling through my heart.
“You Know it’s not that simple Jay people will hate us if they knew what we had done” she said placing her hand on my six pack
“I know” I sighed, I looked down at her and she looked lost in thought.” Baby tells me what you’re thinking about?” I said hugging her tighter
“Do you ever want another baby?” she asked softly, I furrowed my eyebrows
“Are you pregnant?”I asked her and she started to laugh
“No I’m not pregnant “she chuckled “it’s just over all the years you never had a baby with Lana” she sat up and tilted her head slightly
“honestly I didn’t really want kids with her, It didn’t feel right” I took a deep breath” one time she actually got pregnant but she told me that she wasn’t ready so she asked me if she could have an abortion, and I said yes because I couldn’t force her to have the baby and I was upset for a while but I got over it. I guess she will never be ready for her own kids” I sat up and stretched “do you ever want another baby?” I asked her
“Yeah I do” she smiled
“Who with? Me or Andrew?”I mumbled
“You” she mumbled
“You want another baby with me?” I raised my eyebrows, I was actually shocked, she wanted another little bieber she wanted another child with me even though having children was what tore us apart in the first place. It made me happy to think she was still willing to having my kids it made me love her more.
“Yeah I do, I really want to raise a baby with you, and I want to have you hold my hand while I’m in labour do all the things real couples are meant to do when they have kids because we never got that chance to do that with Jaia and Jonah “she said standing up and stretching, I wrapped my arms around her waist
“When we get the chance to be together, I promise we will have a baby” I whispered into her ear
“Really?”She asked
“Yeah I want another baby with you, another bieber will be perfect” I smiled and kissed her cheek
Oceans POV
I can’t believe Justin was still willing to have a baby with me. I really wanted another baby with him I really wanted to be a family with him again and not have to sneak around. I know what we were doing was wrong but he and I were in love and we always have been. It wasn’t right that we were cheating on our partners but it was also wrong that we weren’t allowed to be with each other. I missed being able to kiss him and show my love for him wherever I wanted to.
“Justin when are you going back? “ I asked eating a piece of toast
“Today my sweet” he smiled and sat down with a coffee “When are you going back?” he asked me
“3 days, so 3 days alone” I sighed
“Do you want me to stay baby?” he asked me, I loved it when he called me baby
“No go be with Lana and the kids “I smiled it hurt that the man I loved had to go home to another woman who was one of my best friends.
“Okay baby “he said kissing my cheek and walking into the room and getting his bags and walking to the door “okay I’m going now, I love you” she smiled and opened the door
“I love you to” I sighed and with a smile he left, I sipped my coffee and sat there quietly, I pulled out my phone and texted Miley
-Miley Call me x? - Me
-Okay girl x- Miley
My phone started to ring and I picked up
-You told me to call- she laughed
“Hey you alone?” I asked her
-Yeah what’s up? - She asked sounding concerned
“You promise not to tell anyone, swear on your life” I said sternly
-yeah I promise and I swear on my amazing life that I won’t tell, Now tell me -she begged
“I’m cheating on Andrew” I said quickly
-WHAT? WHY? WHO? WHEN? HOW? - She shouted down the phone
“Justin” I said softly
-WHHHHHHHHUUUUUUTTTTTTT- she shouted – why? - She asked calming down
“ because we are in love Miley, I still love him and he loves me and it all happened when we were on holiday, he sang fall and you know what that song dose to me” I said sitting back in the chair
-Wow what about Lana and Andrew Ocean what happens if they find out – Miley sighed
“Then they find out and them I get a divorce and so dose Justin “I said like it was nothing
-People will hate you when they find out- she said
“I don’t care Miley I love him, we even spoke about having kids today “
-KIDS, really Ocean, I’m guessing this is going to be an ongoing thing then- she sighed
“Yeah, you won’t tell anyone right” I asked, there was a long silence
-your my girly, you have my word, and I support you-she sighed again
“Thank you Miley Love you forever, I just really needed to tell someone” I said letting out a sigh of relief
-love you to, when you get back come to mine we need a Miley and Ocean day, I have to go- she said
“Okay bye miles “I smiled
-Bye Ocean- she said then the phone cut off
Damn I loved that boy more than anything in the world and I couldn’t wait till I could actually call him mine. Thinking about having another child with him really excited me and it warmed up my heart. Having our first ultrasound scan, buying baby clothes, baby showers, having a baby run around the house, seeing him look after his child from birth it was all just perfect to me and knowing that he wanted another child too made me wonder how far this was all going to go.
Hopefully things would turn out for the better...
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