(chapter 24) Rainy Days
2 weeks later
Justin's POV
*dream*
I was at a concert and I was standing on stage, but it was silent and the fans just stared at me and then there was a really loud screech in my microphone and I dropped to my knees covering me ears, then I heard someone screaming my name
"Justin" it was faint at first and the it got louder "JUSTIN" it sounded a lot like ocean "JUSTIN!!" it got louder and louder and each time it hurt me it was so painful it was like a sharp pain in my heart.
"ocean" I shouted then I heard crying it was ocean crying, and it hurt me to hear her crying , I got up and looked around the stage for her but I couldn't find her, but then I saw her she was standing there I walked up to her and held her, but then something was pulling me back
"you cant see her anymore " a loud familiar voice said, it was scooter " you cant be happy Justin, its all part of the job" he grinned
"I don't want this job anymore, I don't want any of it, I just want her" I shouted
" to bad " he grinned I got pulled always from her
"OCEAN " I cried she lay there on the floor lifeless "OCEAN....OCEAN...OCEAN" I cried as I got further away, and she was just lying there on the floor looking at me.
*end of dream*
I tossed and turned and woke up crying and a sweat, ocean was there sitting next to me looking scared as hell, she noticed I was crying and I hugged her tight
"never leave me " I sniffled
" I wont Justin I promise, what happened tell me, you where shouting my name and tossing and turning " she said hugging me tightly
" I had a dream that we couldn't see each other anymore but the thing is I was on stage and all the fans were silent and scooter was there and when I found you I ran up to you and hugged you but then I was being pulled away from you and the dropped to the floor and just lay there like you where dead or something," I said I started to panic, I couldn't breath " ocean I cant breath" I barely said
" Justin whats going on, whats happening " she panicked, I breathed heavier to try and catch my breath back and slowly it came back, ocean was pacing around the room
" ocean calm down and come here baby" I said opening up my arms, she got on the bed and hugged me and I lay down with her and we stared at the ceiling
"Justin lets go to the beach" she said, she knew that was my favorite place to go when I was stressed or annoyed, she got up and walked to the window it was still dark " we can walk" she said she put on some sweatpants and a one of my jumpers and some converse, and I threw on some pants and a t-shirt and my jacket,and I put on some black supras.
"lets go" I said I was still distressed about that dream why couldn't my brain let me put that in the past, I just wanted forget it, what was so bad about that, I know what I did was horrible but me and ocean are together now that was all that mattered right now, not the fact that I did leaver her on her own in new York, but that I'm here now and I'm not spending time doing the wrong things, like smoking and partying, I was making up for lost time.
"okay " she replied quietly, I looked at my phone and it was 2:00am, we walked out of the door and started to walk,I slid my hand into her small hands and we walked in silence for a while,but I didn't really care because I had my mind on something else,I was so torn up about everything that I had put ocean trough I just felt like crap.
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