Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(chapter 22) Scratches

-(chapter 22) Scratches

oceans POV 

Justin hadn't been back for 5 days, he left the night when we all where having a get together, and the worse thing was I don't remember a thing,I could have said loads of shit to Justin and I would even remember what it was, I text him like 40 times a day but he wouldn't reply, but when I was on his twitter page he would tweet all the time, which meant he was blanking me and the worse thing was I didn't even know why he was being like this.

I text him again

- Justin please come home I worried about you, I need to know if your safe, I cant sleep without you here please Justin..please x

I waited for hours and then I got a reply 

- OK 

I sat there staring at the door waiting for him to come back and then the door handle went and the door opened it was Justin 

" Justin" I shouted I ran up to him and hugged him tight but he didn't hug me back he just stood there " where were you I was so worried that you might have..." Justin cut me off

"tried to kill myself, so  I cant even be on my own without someone thinking that" he said he stook me of and then went upstairs 

" maybe you shouldn't have left then" I shouted as he walked up the stairs, then he went into his room and slammed the door I paced at the bottom of the stairs and I punched the wall 4 times, my ADHD had calmed down but Justin doing things like this made me really angry and made me want to destroy everything. I clenched my fists and walked up the stairs and walked into Justin's room.

" ocean can you leave me alone please " he said not even looking at me 

"no I'm not going to leave you alone " I shouted 

" why are you shouting for " he said raising his voice 

" because I'm pissed of Justin, I'm annoyed" I shouted 

" leave me the hell alone ocean, I don't want to be around you at the moment " he shouted 

" I'm not going to leave you alone until you tell me everything about where you were ?" I shouted 

" why, do you want to know, I don't have to tell you everything ocean "he shouted back, we where arguing and we had only been back together for 6 days 

" for all I know Justin you could have been out there cheating on me " I cried

" really !!" he shouted 

" yeah, you disappear for 5 days and ignore my texts and calls, and now you come home and you don't talk to me, yeah its going to run across my mind that you might be cheating, and Justin it was only a though I had once but now I fell like maybe you have because your acting funny " I cried , why was he being like this...

Justin's POV 

she wound me up so bad but I loved her and I wouldn't love anyone else, I didn't want to be around her at the moment, I was messed up I hadn't sorted out my head, I hadn't figured out my mind, in those five days I had tried to figure everything out but I couldn't do it, ocean was always on my mind, I felt like there was something she wasn't telling me, I felt like she didn't love me like she did before, but I guess that was my fault for being a dick, I was horrible to her, I ruined her chances of happiness with her ex boyfriend, I made her think that I was using her, I chose fame over her and then left her for months, and now I was being a total dick and making a total fool out of myself.

 now she though that I was cheating on her, this hurt she knows I would never cheat on her not once, I loved her to much to do that, it actually hurt me that she though i would do that.