Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(chapter 18)They Say That Love Is Forever

(chapter 18 ) They Say That Love Is Forever

justins POV

Being in hospital was a drag, it was so boring and they wouldn't leave me alone because they thought I would try kill myself again , so I was always being watched by someone all times, the only thing I could do was write songs, but I had no guitar so it was a little difficult, I had already rote 3 songs, heartbreaker, all that matters and hold tight, I was writing about ocean but the songs where for my fans, I bet I scared them with that tweet, I hadn't been on twitter but my Alfredo and My mom tweeted that I was okay and that I was getting better. I had to have counseling everyday but I would never tell them anything properly, I wouldn't let them get into my head, I was the only one allowed in there at the moment, well until I won over ocean anyway. they would ask me everyday.  SO Justin why did you attempt suicide ? I would look at them and laugh and then go back to whatever I was doing, I didn't need a counselor, they just annoyed me, they would ask me how I felt and I would just say ' I feel like Justin bieber' and then I would stroke my arms, I swear the lady who counselled me hated me, I just wasted her time.

I walked down the ward and saw my mom and scooter talking, I hid around the corner and listened to what they said 

" maybe we should tell ocean to come back to Justin, its the only way we know he will be okay" scooter said 

" I don't no, ocean is a person to you know, she might not want to come back, when she came last week she told me that she didn't no what she wanted anymore, and she said she loved him but she didn't want to be hurt again or left for fame, she just wants the real him back " my mom said this brought a tear to my eye 

" to be honest I don't really care about ocean its Justin that I care about, what if he try's to end his life again, I mean come on hr really loves this girl, and I have a felling he will give up everything for her " scooter said, it was true I would give it all up for her. id give her anything she wanted. I listened again 

" well I care about ocean and I don't want my son to hurt her, she doesn't deserve to keep getting hurt shes such a lovely person, and remember scooter non of this would have happened if you didn't split them up"my mom said she sounded a little pissed of

" promise me pattie that you wont tell Justin I told you this" scooter said 

" I'm not promising anything" my mom said 

" well I only broke them up because ocean wouldn't sleep with me " he said 

" scooter she was 19 years old and going out with my son how could you" she said I came out from the corner 

" yeah how fucking could you scooter " I was angry and I wanted to hurt him so bad 

" Justin I guess you heard everything " scooter said backing away as I got closer 

" yeah every single word, you ruined my life because my girlfriend was being faithful to me, how sick in the head are you, am I not allowed to be happy scooter, explain?" I said 

" Justin she said she was going to tell you what I said, so I came up with the spitting you guys up thing and well yeah you know the rest " he said backing away 

" that's it scooter your fired, I'm looking for a new manager and I have a feeling it will be easy" I said walking off 

" no Justin don't , you practically are my business, I will fail if you leave " he begged 

" well consider yourself over I'm gone " I said walking into my private room and my mom followed me 

" I guess I will look for a new manager then" my mom said 

" yeah I guess you should but I really want to go home " I said 

" okay I will take you home " my mom said she went and signed me out and we got all our thing and left the hospital, but once I left I got bombarded with paparazzi oh how they pissed me off, I pushed my way threw them and got into my car. and I drove home once I got back I was greeted by to happy little children, 

"JUSTIN" jazzy and jaxon shouted 

" hey " I said as they ran into my arms, I spent some time with them. but then I went up to my room and lay down

I decided to tweet the fans because I guess they where worried

- hey guys I just wanna let you all know that I'm fine, they nearly lost me but I made it, I'm alive I cant say I happy but I'm alive and living and I'm sorry for scarring you all, yeah its true what you properly heard I did try and commit suicide and I'm not going to deny it but I don't really wanna talk about it, it was all to do with what was going on in my head  and that's all I'm going to say ,love you all

loads of people where nice but I noticed one tweet

- ew this was all because of that slut ocean, shes a bitch she doesn't even deserve the love Justin has for her, he could do so much better 

 I tweeted her back

@biebergirl DONT you dare speak about ocean like that, YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW HER LIKE I DO, only a true belieber would understand FUCK YOU BITCH..

she tweeted back 

@justinbieber wow you've changed you would never speak to a fan like this. 

I tweeted her back

@biebergirl your not a fan 

@justinbieber JERK you deserved to die 

that took it to far so I tweeted 

- hey guys  @biebergirl she told me to die 

and they did, I no I never used to be like this but I couldn't change now it was hard to do it alone, I was stuck like this but it was okay i new ocean still loved me and I was never going to love another girl like her. I wasn't going to marry or anything unless it was ocean I was marrying.

she was my missing piece....

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