Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(chapter 37)Daddy

chapter 37 Daddy

Justins POV

my heart was beating fast, and my brain was overloaded with thoughs and emotions, I had no Idea how I was going to feel when I saw them. it would be my first time ever seeing jaia and jonah and I was nerovuse. I walked up to the black door it had the numbers 123 in metal, I took a deep breath and turned around at looked at the car where my mom was sitting, and she nodded, I knocked the door firmly and stood there waiting for someone to answer, and then I head the door unlock, and it opened 

" hello justin Ocean told me you where comming so eveythings ready " he said sounding really distressed 

" Can I see them " I said quitely, he smiled a small smile and nodded, he led me to a room and when I walked in it was full of toys and babys things and there was jaia and jonah sitting on the floor playiny 

"they are perfect" I said as tears filled my eyes,I knelt down next to them and picked up jaia, she looked at me and cooed, she placed her hand on my cheak and hit me lightly, I smiled and she laughed a sweet little laugh, she looked so much like Ocean but she had my brown eyes, she was beautiul and I know she would be stunning when she was older, she was my little girl and I was going to protect her forever and always provide and be there for her. I put her down and picked up jonah, I felt like I was picking up myself, he looked egscatly like me when I was a baby, but he had Oceans green eyes, he looked at me and smiled as I smiled at him, he started to coo and oooo and then my heart stopped as he said this " Dada " he said I looked up at troye and he was shocked and so was I, the tears rolled down my cheeks " yeah im you dada " I laughed " how did he know" I asked troye 

" I dont know, I guess he just knew who his dad was" troye smiled 

Jonah was my son and I was going to bring him up right, I was going to teach him eveythign I knew, I was going to teach him how to treat a girl right and how to be the best man he could be. I smiled and jaia crawled over to me , I picked her up and I had both of them in my arms, 

" troye can you take a picture ?" I asked him, he grabbed my phone of the floor and took a photo

I sat and played with them for a bit and then I finally got my mom to come and see them and she cried for ages becasue she was so happy and full of joy, we stayed for dinner at troyes and well he was so kind, and he did a good job looking after the kids for me and Ocean. 

Once jaia and jonah had fallen alseep and me and troye started to talk 

"So what happened with you and Ocean” he asked 

"Well we're not together anymore and I’m glad because our whole relationship was a lie, I asked her if she loved me and well she said she didn’t love me and that she never loved me” I said with a lump in my throat 

“Im sorry man, you guys were made for each other and she is in love with you I know she is “he said with a shrug of the shoulders

“I thought we were to but she said herself she didn’t love and that’s was all I needed to hear" I said clearing my throat

"So what’s happening with jaia and Jonah" he asked quietly 

"We’ll there going to live with me and Oceans not allowed to see them” I said, I bite the inside of my lip nervously 

“Why?" he asked 

“Because she’s a mess troye and she doesn’t deserve to see them " I said 

“But do you really want your children growing up without a mother “troye said raising his eyebrow

"No I don’t but, it’s the way It has to be I can’t have her around because me and her are never at peace and I don’t want them growing up with parents that argue all the time, I’m not doing that to them " I said with a sigh " I think we orta go now troye " I said pressing my lips together