Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(chapter 25) You Shouldn't Have To Die Alone

(chapter 25 ) You Shouldn't Have To Die Alone 

Justin's POV 

The next day

"Ocean please talk to me " I pleaded with her she looked at me and rolled her eyes " YOU KNOW WHAT DON'T EVER SAY THAT I NEVER TRIED WITH YOU BECAUSE I DID YOUR JUST NOT TRYING WITH ME " i cried i walked away and kicked everything in my path she didn't even want to hear me out." YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE OCEAN, YOUR STUPID"  I shouted, I was in tears things like this really got to me, I stormed up to my room and slammed the door, but then I heard very heavy foot steps thump up the stairs and then my door flung opened, she walked up to me and slapped me right in the face and started to hit my chest, they where weak so they didn't really hurt, she pushed me like 3 times and then she pushed me up the wall.

" DON'T EVER CALL ME STUPID " she shouted in tears 

" well your being stupid right now" I said keeping my calm 

" Justin you cant be mean to me, your the one in the wrong" she cried 

" yeah the funny thing is I haven't done anything wrong " I snapped i gave her the dirtiest look i could give her, I pushed past her an it knocked her down to the floor, I turned round  and stuck my hand out to help her up but she smacked my hand away" fine " I mumbled " get out of my room please " I said she got up and walked out, I slammed the door behind her, what was the point of trying anymore, she didn't want to so why should I try. I picked up my note pad with all my songs in and then grabbed my car keys, the only thing that would take my mind of her was music, so I was going to the studio, to go do what I did best, make music. 

I was at the studio for hours and I managed to produce 3 songs, bad day, recovery and all bad, I took the CD's home and I was really happy, I wanted to show ocean recovery because the lyrics explained it all, it explained our hole situation, I walked through the front door and saw ocean sitting there I walked up to her and before she could say anything I kissed her, and she kissed me back shes always did even when she was upset with me.I pulled of, she looked at me like I just stabbed her in the heart she went to say something and I lay my finger on her lips to shush her 

" don't speak just go into your room and listen to this song, goodnight baby I love you " I kissed her on the forehead and walked up the stairs to my bedroom to get ready for bed, I heard ocean listening to the song and she listened to it five times and then she turned it off, and she started to pack her bags for Australia. I lay there in my bed in the dark staring at the ceiling in silence, how did I let this happen, I wasn't meant to hurt her, I said I wouldn't do that and now I've done it like the fool I was, sometimes I wish she never found me lying on the floor sometimes I wish she would have just let me go and leave this world forever because then at least i wouldn't cause anyone anymore pain or disappointment. I got out of my bed and keeled on the side and put my hands together, I hadn't spoke to the big guy above for a long time now and I really needed his help, so I closed my eyes and bowed my head 

prayer

*dear god if you can hear me, I know I haven't spoke to you in a while and I'm sorry but I really need your help right now, before I got back with ocean again I prayed every night for her to come back to me and she did, soo maybe you can help me again ........if you want to, I just need help god please help me,....*

at this point I started to cry 

*please god I need you to help me, I love her god and I don't want to lose her, I need her in my life or I don't think I could survive,..... please god I'm begging you *

I looked up at the ceiling and clenched my hands together tight still crying

* please god, ill do anything to keep her, and god you know I never cheated on her, please make her realize that god please, I'm trying my best god i really am, so please help me  ....AMEN * I  stood up and got back into my bed and closed my eyes, all I could hope was that tomorrow was going to be a better day 

Oceans POV  

I heard Justin talking to someone, so I stood outside his door to ease drop on his conversation.... he was praying and he was crying 

"dear god if you can hear me, I know i haven't spoke to you in a while and I'm sorry but I really need your help right now, before I got back with ocean again I prayed every night for her to come back to me and she did, SO maybe you can help me again ........if you want to, i just need help god please help me,....please god I need you to help me, I love her god and i don't want to lose her, I need her in my life or I don't think I could survive,..... please god I'm begging you " he cried  and he was crying quite hard, I couldn't listen anymore it was breaking my heart to hear him like this so I went to bed, the song recovery was perfect and I loved it and all of the lyrics were amazing. The truth was I wanted to forgive Justin but, that doubt that he cheated on me stopped me from forgiving him. I closed my eyed and hope for the best ...

or something like that .

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heyyy yall i know its short but life goes one aye 

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