Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(Chapter 7) falling Ink

Chapter 7 ) falling ink 

Once I got home last night ocean was sitting by the pool crying still, I just felt so bad I shouldn't have let her kiss me but , she did kiss me which meant that she liked me or something along those lines, but if she liked me that means that she was going to want a relationship but I can't do that, not since Hannah broke my heart, yeah ocean was nice, and stunning but we clashed we were very angry people I swear we both had anger issues and if we got into a argument well I wouldn't want to hurt her and I had a feeling she could hurt me not physically but with her words and maybe physically to.
Well when I saw her crying I went and sat next to her, I hugged her side and I said 

“Don’t you worry cuz everything's going to be alright " and she smiled and laughed

“you’re so cheesy " maybe using lyrics from my song was cheesy but It worked it cheered her up a little and well I walked her up to her room but then she asked me to stay with her, yet again I didn't sleep with her but she fell asleep on me and we'll I just fell asleep to, I felt kind of happy then, like a warm fuzzy happy. And now I'm in her bed and she still asleep. 

I lay there awake just thinking how this would all plan out the urge for ocean was getting worse, like being around her was so hard, I think it was the fact that I knew I couldn't have her that made me want her more, it was kind of annoying because my thoughts we're always on her.
Finally she woke up 
“morning “I said 

“Hello Justin” she yawned 

" did you sleep well " I asked her 

" we'll yeah actually I did " she smiled 

" good " I hugged her 

" I had a dream about you " she said, wow she had a dream about me, this must be a sign that she likes me 

" what happened in it " I asked her there was a long pause 

Oceans POV 

I couldn't tell him what the dream was about it was him proposing to me on the Beach we were at yesterday and the worse thing was I said no and he looked crushed, but then he walked away and I went after him it's was so weird  because then I was in this beautiful wedding dress in the woods and I was looking for someone but I kept falling and the dress well the dress was getting dirtier and I was scared for this person it was so weird 

" nothing important we were just having lunch " I said quickly 

" haha maybe that's a sign to say that I should take you put for lunch later " he laughed I smiled and then sat up 

" I'll go make breakfast " I smiled I got up and went downstairs and found pattie sitting there 

" hey pattie " I said 

" hi ocean you okay " she asked 

" yeah I guess so just having some boy problems " 

" we'll come and talk to me about them problems " she smiled I sat down next to her and she put her feet up and grabbed a cushion and so did I 

"Well I have a boyfriend called Parker and I kind of kissed someone else " I said hugging the cushion 

" ohh bad move hunny , but do you like this other guy " she said looking interested 

" I don't know, I mean he gives me that warm fuzzy feeling but I hate the fact that its him who give me that feeling I wish it was Parker that did I mean I like Parker loads but it’s not the same " 

" dose Parker now you've kissed this other boy " she said 

" yeah " I said ruffling my hair