(chapter 10) heartbreaker
oceans pov
the next morning
i was awake but i had my eyes closed, i didn't want to open them because i didn't want to know if he was there or not, i knew he wouldn't be there because he was a player . i knew he never meant it when he said he loved me but i carried on because of the feeling i had for him
i lay there and finally opened my eyes,i lay near to the edge of the bed facing the wall,i took a deep breath , i was still naked from the night before, and it was getting cold so i pulled the blanket up,but then i felt a strong arms pull me close, i turned around and Justin was there he was actually there. i smiled i kissed his soft lips and he smiled his eyes were still closed though,soon after Justin fell asleep again, but his phone started buzzing,
i picked it up it was a text from Ryan
from Ryan
yo Justin i saw you leave with ocean, dude after all this time of wanting to fuck her you did it, you got in her pant well done dude but now it time to chuck ;) !!
i got out of the bed and put my underwear back on i went into my room and put my pjs on then walked back into Justin's room, and threw this phone at him
"what the hell " he said rubbing his eyes i walked over to him and started hitting him as hard as i could but i probably didn't hurt him because i was a girl
"you said you loved me, and i was right to think you didn't mean it "i shouted
"i do love you and please stop hitting me " he shouted
" no you don't,you just wanted to sleep with me all this time, it was the only reason you were being nice to me, you used me Justin,"I shouted
"ocean that was before" he said moving closer to me, i moved away
" you mean last night, " i shouted i was in tears it really hurt knowing that he used me for sex
" let me explain ocean , when i first saw you i thought you where hot as hell honestly but i couldn't stand you because you pissed my off,and that was one of the reason why i was mean to you and the other was because you became way hotter when you where.I'm sorry for that by the way, anyway i started to buy you things to sweeten you up and i started being nice but, when you got lost that night, i became so worried and i literally couldn't do anything without thinking about you, so when i came for you and seeing you so humbled made me think maybe this girl is different, and when you held my hand that night when you where scared i felt important because you trusted me to keep you safe and then when we where on the beach and we spent that hole day together and when you kissed me that warm feeling got stronger and well last night completed it all sleeping with you was the best thing i had ever done in my hole entire life, when i said i loved you last night ocean i meant it," he said this all and he was nearly in tears
" i don't believe you " i sobbed
"i mean it ocean i love you " he said this trying to hugged me, i pushed him of me
" i cant stay here anymore , i have to leave, tell jazzy and jaxson and pattie i said by and tell your mom that it doesn't matter about this weeks pay" i kissed him on the cheek and walked out and into my room he just stood there helplessly
Justin's pov
as if she didn't believe me how could she not it, i loved her so much right now i cant believe i was actually in love i didn't get it, why didn't she love me back, the fact that i love her should be all that matters, not the past.
i just stood there i couldn't move i was so shocked, i guess yesterday meant nothing to her whatsoever, i stayed the hole night i didn't run of like i usually did i stayed because i loved her. Ryan may have just ruined my life and he didn't even know it.
i finally moved i put some pajamas on and then walked into oceans room
" please stay " i begged
" no " she said packing her suite case
" don't stay for me stay for jazzy and jaxson they love you " i said trying to change her mind
" as much as i love them i have to go Justin i can deal with you anymore, you ruined me and Parker and you may have just broke my heart" she cried
" i didn't want to hurt you ocean i promise i didn't, i need you ocean" i said begging hard
"well you've hurt me Justin" she picked up her suite cases and walked out and down the stairs i followed her down and to the door
"ocean please don't go im begging you don't go " at this point i was actually crying
" bye Justin " she said softly she put her things in the boot of her can then walked back up to me and then she placed her soft lips on mine, the she pulled of i dint want that kiss to end
she broke my heart ...
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