ter 8 ) catch my heart
A week later
Oceans POV
I was in the living room looking after Jaxson and jazzy. Me and Justin weren't speaking whatsoever and it was my birthday in a week and well Parker wasn't really talking to me in the same way, and I couldn't make up with Justin because I would just end up kissing him or something.
" hey you want to watch a film " I asked the kids
" yeah let's watch the smurfs jazzy said
" okay "I smiled I got the DVD and put it in
" I'm going to get Justin " jazzy smiled oh crap this was going to be awkward, she walked up the stairs and then 5 minutes later Justin and jazzy were coming done the stairs, as he saw me he gave me the death glare, jazzy pulled him onto the chair and then he hugged her, and then Jaxon pulled me down right next to Justin and the he sat on my lap.
Theses kids really knew how to make things awkward, I sat there holding Jaxson while we were watching the smurfs, but as I watched it Justin kept looking me up and down and sighing then watching the film. Each Time he did it I felt like crying, but I held it In.
Half way through the film Jaxson and jazzy fell asleep so I carried Jaxson to him room and Justin carried jazzy Into her room, then walked out and we met in the hall way we just stood there staring at each other.
" we could have made us work " he said looking me in the eyes
" what us " I said
" you know what I mean me and you could have been something great " he said with a blank face
" you mean I'm just someone you’re going to sleep with and then forget about "
" why are you so ignorant, in trying to be nice to you "
" I just want you to stay away from me please, because the more time we spend together the more I fall ...." I stopped talking
“you fall?? " he questioned
"Justin I can't do this with you so please stop trying, because I....love Parker " I forced it out again saying it just didn't feel right .
" you don't love him, you don't love anyone you’re a heartless bitch " he said angrily
" you don't know me Justin and I do love him more than ever" I snapped
" oh shut up" he walked to his door "and have a great birthday next week, I'm saying it now because you don't want to talk to me so yeah happy birthday " he walked into his room, I gosh I was falling for him when I was meant to be hating him, I walked outside his door and just lent on it softly.
Justin POV
I leant on the door softly, why was this hurting so much, I wanted her so badly, when I was around her it felt like she was pulling on my heart to come and hold her and kiss her and you know the rest
These thoughts were flying round my head
She hates me now
She's never going to talk to me again
Why was I thinking about this for this wasn't me at all what was happening to me, why the hell did she make me feel like this.
I walked over to my bed and took my phone and saw another messages from Hannah
From Hannah
I want you back xx
My heart shattered into millions of pieces, but to be honest it felt like it was already broken from what had just happens with ocean.
To Hannah's
fuck you!!
SEND..
I sent this and then threw my phone against the wall
wow why was this all happening to me for,
I guess the best Medicine for heartbreak was sex
To Lola
'Hey Lola I need to see you '
From Lola
'Okay tell me what's up when we are done '
Half an hour later and she was here ,
She walked up to my room with me and as she started undressing we started talking
" so what's up Bieber " she said
" Hannah " I said taking my top off
" oh shit what happened " she said leaping on me
" we'll she texted me saying I want you back " I said
" oh crap so what did you put " she said talking of her panties
" I said fuck you " I laughed I pulled down my boxers
" oh well I think you did the right thing because she was a bitch, the way she ended things was not right " Lola said getting in the bed I slipped the condom on
" I have no feeling for that girl anymore " I said I got on top of her and off we went
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I lay in my bed as Lola got dressed
" so this ocean girl have you fucked her yet " she asked
" no, she's not even speaking to me anymore, my mom and literally everyone she knows told her to stay away from me " I said with a sigh
" ouch and you don't care ?" She questioned
" of course I care because how the hell am I meant to sleep with her if she hates my guts "
" she doesn't hate you she's a girl, she will forgive you I promise " Lola said putting her t-shirt on
" alight, are you going now " I asked her
" yeah " she laughed " bye "
" bye " I said with a smile and then she left
I went and picked up my phone
From Ocean
Justin when I kissed you I hope you know it meant nothing to me.
That really hurt me and I don’t know why my heart was working way faster than my head, and I wasn't anywhere near catching up
Damn I better catch up...
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