Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(chapter 26) Broken Eyes

(chapter 26) Broken Eyes 

 Justin's POV

" ocean please can we sort this out before you leave for Australia " I said sitting next to her she looked at me like I was being stupid

" there's nothing to sort out Justin, and there's no way you can prove that you didn't cheat on me " she said 

" Ocean I can't prove that I didn't but you should trust me, that how it should be if you loved me " I said sternly, the pain in her eyes unbearable I couldn't bare to look at her, so I looked down at my hands, and they looked bare, I  really wanted to marry ocean I wanted her to be mine and for it to be official but she wouldn't marry me because we were young and well now she thinks I cheated on her, and now I was scared that if she she went to Australia that she might not come back." I love you ocean " I said, she got up and walked away,I just couldn't get through to her she was stubborn and the only way for her to listen was to argue, so that was what was going to have to happen, and I know she was going to cry but I was going to have to deal with that." That's right ocean just walk away from your problems like always do" I said she turned around and glared at me hard 

" I'm walking away because I have nothing to say to you" she snapped she carried on walking 

" No your just scared to show what you really think, because I know you know that I never cheated on you, you know I would never do that to you, YOU FUCKING KNOW IT OCEAN" I said standing up and walking towards her 

" There is a part of me that wants to believe you Justin but, look at all the other times you let me down and broke my heart, and I know you've tried to put it back together but its not working Justin, I just cant believe you I'm sorry " she said and then the tears came and it hurt to see them.

" why is it so hard for us ocean, why cant it be simple like all the other couples in the world, why do we have to be like this huh?" I snapped 

" maybe its  because your Justin bieber maybe because your life cant be simple, maybe it just wasn't meant to be, I don't know,  all I know is that our love was strong but its getting weaker and I'm trying I really am, but I'm hurt, one of your kissed cant mend this one Justin and I wish It could" she cried 

" so your saying you don't want to be with me ocean, is that what you want ?" I shouted she looked at me with shock in her eyes 

"Is that what you want" she cried 

" My purpose is to be with you ocean, of course I don't want that " I said I held back the tears 

" I want to believe you, but I cant I just cant, I'm finding it so hard " she cried 

" what so hard about believing me ocean and for all I know you could be going to Australia to cheat on me "  I said getting angrier

"seriously Justin, your really going to go there, I would never do that" she cried 

" and nether would I but you don't fucking believe me do you !!" I shouted 

" you know what I might not bother coming back from Australia, " she wiped away her tears " Its time for me to go, can you take me to the airport please " she sniffled, she ran upstairs to say goodbye to jazzy and jaxson and my mom and then she can down stairs with her bag, the suitcases were by the door, I picked them up and took them to my range rover it was the only car that would fit suitcases in, I got in and waited for ocean and then she finally came 

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" I gonna miss you " I said hugging her tightly but she didn't hug me back " see you on Christmas eve" I said letting go 

"that's if I want to come back" she snapped 

" REALLY ocean your gonna put that on me " I said angrily she wanted me to say sorry but , Naa i wasn't doing that, if she was going to be like that I was going put our relationship in her hands." Fine then on Christmas eve I'm going to be waiting here at the airport for you, and if your not there, then that means me and you are over but if you do come then we will carry on and we will get us sorted out, SO ITS YOUR CHOICE OCEAN" I said loudly she looked at me with horror in her eyes, she knew how hard this was going to be on me and her and she knew that it was going to be hard to make the decision.

lets just hope she chooses me ...

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