Breaking stones (Justin Bieber )

(Chapter 62) F*ck Secrets

Ocean POV

I lay there staring at the wall, today Justin told the world about our poor jaia.

Hot tears fell from my eyes and rolled down my cheeks. It hurt so much, I had no idea what Justin was going to say all I knew that it was going to be hard as hell. I haven't eaten anything , I have stayed in my room and literally stayed in bed and not moved. Andrew would try to get me out but it was no use.

I heard a knock on the door.

"What" I groaned

" it's me mom" Jonah said there was no emotion in his voice whatsoever

"Come here sweetie" I called I sat up and he came in and the climbed onto the bed next to me and I pulled him to my chest and lay hugging him and messing with his hair. " you okay" I mumbled

" no ,but I'm worried about you mom" he said softly

"No need to worry about me I'm strong Jonah " I said holding back the tears.

"Mom we have to tell everyone about jaia today"he mumbled

"Yeah I know joe but we gotta be strong "I sighed softly

"Mom dad really needs you right now, he told me about you two " Jonah said sitting up slightly to look in my face " are you going to see him ?" He asked softly he was so vulnerable right now

"Yeah if Lana's not around" I mumbled

" dad and Lana don't even look at each other mom, dad has no emotion towards her" Jonah said resting his head on my shoulder

" well I think Andrews cheating on me" I sighed " he's always away, but I don't really care, I love Justin or your dad should I say "Jonah sighed and got up and walked over to my wardrobe "what are you doing ?" I asked lazily

"Getting you some clothes so you can get ready and go see dad" he sighed he pulled out a White Cami top and a pair of back skinny jeans my black heals and my blazer, I smiled I taught him well.

" okay " I mumbled " you get ready to we are going to your dads" Jonah was in his sponge bob pjs I laugh slightly and he smiled, he was taller then me, so when he pulled me into a hug he towered over me. He pulled of and strolled out towards his room. I got my towel and headed to the shower

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I pulled up in front of Justin's house. Jonah got out of the car and we both walked inside in house. As soon as I walked in, I saw Lana on the sofa she was on her phone and she didn't even care that I was here. I walked up the stairs towards Justin's room. I knocked on the door softly and heard a grunt, I walked in

" baby" I whispered, Justin shot up from the bed and literally ran over to me and once he embraced me he burst Into tears. I hugged him back, he pressed his soft lips on mine.

"I missed you" he mumbled

"I missed you to" I cried

I hated everything right now I hated that fact that my daughter was now gone and that I had to feel like this and that Justin had to feel like this, and that Jonah lost a sister.

Seeing Justin like this really broke me though, he always was the stronger one in our relationships but he had just lost his little princess. I pulled of the hug and held his shoulders.

" Justin you need to get ready, you know what we have to do today " I sighed.

"Okay" he mumbled, he went into his bathroom and close the door, I ran my hair through my hair. I needed to go and get Kian and Kira.