Chapter 25: Girl talk

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Tamara and I pay for our lattés and make our way to the tiny café table by the huge window facade, facing out towards the park. I breathe in the strong scent of roasted coffee beans, that I have always enjoyed.
Her parents' gray car is parked on the other side of the road, the paint shiny in the strong sun.



The ride had been slow and slightly stressful, since Tamara has only just turned 18 and gotten her licence. Since I had asked about her driving, she had asked if I wanted to go to Starbucks after classes. She said she always used to go here with her sister after school - but last spring she had moved to London with her boyfriend.


I guess we both need a girl friend, since we both hang with the boys mostly.


- "So you and Zayn huh? Have you done anything yet?" she asks casually, taking a sip of her coffee mug. I almost choke in the hot fluid. 


- "I.. What exactly?" I stutter.


- "Have you slept with him?" she shrugs, taking another sip, but her eyes don't leave mine. 


- "No," I feel the blood rush to my cheeks. Why do I have to act like a little girl about this?!


- "You're a virgin right?"  I nod. she continues, "Have you talked about it?"


- "Well no.." I take a sip of my mug as well, breathing in the hot steam through my nose.


Tamara seems to be caught up in her own thoughts for a second.


- "Do you want to though? I mean sleep with him?" her blue eyes, framed by heavy black eyelashes, creates a black and white contrast with her pale skin and her perfect wavy blonde hair. 
If she had been somebody I didn't know, I would have probably thought she was a bimbo. 


Her question surprises me, as well as the fact that I don't know what to answer. I mean I know Zayn wants to, it's said in every kiss and touch - and he's a guy.


I think back on the other day, at Zayn's house. What would have happened if his brother hadn't walked in? 


- "Well.. Yea I guess," I finally speak, but it comes out more like a question than an opinion.


- "Just don't make him push you or anything. Really Zoe if you are not ready then you should wait." she shrugs and takes another sip. "Boys are like dogs Zoe, if they get all horny, which is like all the time, just brush them off ok? And if he keeps pushing on, then he's not the guy for you," she obviously refers to Zayn. 


I look at her, slightly squinting my eyes, and her cheeks redden like mine had done just seconds before. 


- "Ok yeah, I've only done it once. It a long story but earlier this year I was kind of seeing this guy my brother knew bla bla bla. He was totally hot and all.. But turned out to be a complete jerk," I give her a sympathetic look, but she just rolls her eyes, suggesting she is way over it. "Anyway, the point is that we had sex, and if I could take it back, I would,".


I nod, taking in her point.


- "So anyway, just be careful not leading him on too much if you're not ready. It's just.. to me, Zayn doesn't come across as someone who has ever gotten a 'no' before," she shrugs and takes a big gulp of her coffee.





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