Want You Back (JulNiel)

Chapter Nineteen - No Broken Hearts

No Broken Hearts

I can't accept it. She don't deserve to die.

To: Kelly Camille.

Oy! Samahan moko.

From: Kelly Camille

Saan?

To: Kelly Camille

Basta. Puntahan na kita dyan.

Nagayos ako at pumunta kina kelly. I'm broken. So much broken. I've been broken for too long but this isn't like the day she just broke up with me. She left me, again. But now is different. I can't have her back.

"San tayo pupunta?" Bungad agad ni kelly ngumiti lang ako sakanya at hinila sya.

Kumuha kami ng taxi at agad naman kami pinasakay.

Legal na rin naman kami e.

"We're going to have fun, just for tonight"

"What? Sigurado ka?!"

"Hindi ka naman iinom e. Sasamahan mo lang ako"

"Okay, is this thing. Gonna make you feel better?" I smiled.

"I hope so"

We got into the place.

"Insan, natatakot ako"

"Don't worry, i'm here"

Pumasok kami sa loob at bumungad ang maingay at medyo madilim na loob nito.

Dito rin, makikita mo yung mga taong umiinom at naninigarilyo. Bawal adik rito. I know this place. I usually hang out with friends right here before. Nakalimutan ko na nga sila e. Ewan ba. Kung bakit nung broken ako nun. Diko naisipan pumunta rito. Maybe i'm just too stressed out to even think about getting wasted.

Inikot ko yung paningin ko dahil baka sakali na narito sila. Dapat pala hindi ko na isinama si kelly. Wrong move. Baka kasi hindi ko kayanin sarili ko at mahirapan pa sya. Sobra na yung pandadamay na nagawa ko noon hanggang ngayon.

Hinila ko si kelly at naglakad ng makita ko sila.

"Hey Samuel" bati ko.

"Yow bro!" Sabi nya at tumayo bago nag fist bump.

"How are you?" Tanong nya.

"I'm fine, by the way. She's my cousin. Kelly"

"Hello" sabi ni kelly sakanila.

"Hi miss beautiful"

"Hey! She's my cousin" i told him. This womanizer.

"Sorry bro! Come sit with us" Sabi nya at naupo. Kaya naupo rin kami.

"Hey, tawagan mo si dale. Papuntahin mo rito. Para may kasama ka" ngumiti si kelly sa'kin at tumango. Sign na okay sya sa sinabi ko. Kaya tinawagan nya si dale.

"What's up man? It's good to see you again. You've never been in here for almost two years"

"I've been busy in school" High school pa lang kasi. Pumupunta ako dito. Nung una. Trip lang namin. Mga kaklase ko pala sila dati. Si kelly kasi. Ibang section kaya di nila kilala.

"You? School? Really? How come?" Tumawa sya kaya napatawa ako.

"You really had a guts to insult me? you man who's always having a 75 grade"

"Because i was ditching man! We were ditching" He laugh again. I can't believe he became my friend.

Ininom ko yung unang baso na iinumin ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko yung init na hatid nung alak na ininom ko sa lalamunan ko.

Maya maya ay lalong nag bigay ng ingay nung nagsimula na pumunta yung Disc Jockey dun.
At kanyang pinlay yung kanta ni Bebe Rexha at Nicki Minaj

No broken hearts in the club
No tears in the club
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight
No broken hearts in the club
More drinks, pour it up
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight

The problem is. I can't let it poppin.
Can't let my feelings pop just like a bubble.
Get clean up like the mess in my room.
Flush in the bowl like a shit (excuses 😁😂✌)
I can't just let it be away.
I don't know how.

More drinks, pour it up!
That's what the only thing i know.
That's the only thing i can let poppin.

We goin' straight to Miami
Hop on a plane going no wheres
Shinin' so hard like a Grammy
Forget all the players, what they did?
We gon' be buying the drinks
We gon' be buying the drinks
Line up the bottles, line up the models
We gon' forget everything!

I'm going to buy drinks just to temporarily forget everything.

Oh, ain't nobody going hoooome!
You know what you came for
To dance off the pain, don't feel a thing
You just feel the champagne
If you're feeling lonely
Baby let me hear you say

No broken hearts in the club
No tears in the club
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight
No broken hearts in the club
More drinks, pour it up
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight

We only got ONE LIFE
So let's go hard 'til the day we die
No broken hearts in the club
More drinks, pour it up
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight

I'm not going home until my body do so, until it'll be myself, who will deliberately do.

I'm here to get drunk, drow  myself to those drinks and get wasted, to flow off the pain. And not to feel any of it just for a short time. Feel only the heat that the drink causes me. I'll drink until i die.

I wanted to forget everything.
About what happened to her.
About all of these.

But i don't think i can let it poppin like what on the song said.
This wasn't easy as letting a paper boat go on a river.
Or throwing off a stone on oceans.

This is about my love for her that i can't even let go.