Want You Back (JulNiel)

Chapter Forty Nine - Jack

Jack

Jackey's POV

"S-sorry dwayne, i-i'm breaking up with you" Nung sinabi ko yun sakanya. Nanggilid na agad ang luha ko. Medyo napatawa pa sya dahil akala nya. Nagbibiro lang ako.

Iniwan ko sya. Nakipag break ako sakanya ng mas maaga kesa sa flight namin months bago ang alis namin. Pinatapos lang ang semester.

Sinubukan n'yang makipagbalikan sa'kin. Gusto ko. Pero may choice ba akong balikan sya? Tingin ko kasi mas madali syang makakapagmove on kapag nakipag hiwalay ako. Kesa iwan lang sya.

O naging selfish lang talaga ako? Gusto ko antayin nya ako. Gusto ko pagbalik ko. Ako pa rin yung mahal nya. Ako lang. Pero nilayuan ko sya. Iniwan ko sya. Pinaasa ko pa sya.

Lalo na nung nakiusap ako kay dale. Mapagkakatiwalaan si kelly. Pero ibang usapan na 'yong sasaktan ko yung pinsan nya. Kaya itinago ko. Hanggang sa sabihin ni dale kay kelly.

Nung nags-sorry si dwayne kay kelly. Saktong napatawag ako kay kelly. Kaya nagkunwari sya na wrong dial lang ang naganap. I tried to explain, naintindihan nya naman but i guess her vision has changed after my family declared that i am gone and now i am coming back as if nothing really bad happened.

Di ako dapat mastress pero hindi ko sya maiwasan isipin.

After the operation, every communication that i have with them has been cut. They don't want me to get stressed so i obey everything that they wanted me to do just to make sure i can go back, that i'll come back.

Elson, my brother was with us. He probably wanted to tell everyone that we're siblings. But it's part of the plan.

Nahirapan din kami maghanap ng donor that's why it takes to much time. It's a heart for pete's sake! Who would've sacrifice their own heart for another one who'll die? For what? May silbi ba yung pagbibigyan nila? Malala na yun masyado and then someone, Just appear suddenly telling us that he's willing to gave his heart to me. I cried because i don't think i can let that happen but of course i also want to live, That's why i am thanking that person so much. Buti compatible.

I promise to take good care of his heart but i guess that didn't happen very well, when we came back to the Philippines.

His heart isn't mine but it skipped a beat when i saw Dwayne once more. I'm a bit shock of what happen. I didn't really thought that he was working on his Father's Corporation. Why? How? I hold myself up so i can stop myself from crying in front of him. Not in front of him. Please? Kung bakit kasi ngayon pa nagka emergency at imbes na si mommy ang naririto ay ako.

Natapos ang usapan namin. After the meeting he walked out when i seemed undecided.

Nagbago sya. Para syang tumangkad ng kaunti at kumpara noon, mas nag matured na sya.

After that, we have to go to their factory, i don't know why i'm here either. It's totally not for their product. It takes 3 hours bago makarating sa lugar na yun. I put my earphones on so i could divert my attention but i just couldn't! He's just inches away from me! Nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng makababa kami. Nagsalita sya, Kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. I missed him. His everything.

Sinubukan namin yung product. After one week. Nagkita ulit kami. Maganda raw sabi nila mommy. So i guess, i'll agree with it. Hinayaan na nila ako. Alam naman nila. Habang naguusap kami. Kadalasan sa mga topic namin ay tinatawanan ko lang para mapigilan ang sarili ko sa pagiyak. Sinubukan ko syang pakantahin at ginawa nya naman pero sana hindi ko na lang pinagawa dahil nasaktan lang ako sa kanta na kinanta nya. Pinapamukha nya lang yatang sinunghaling ako. Nakangiti ako dahil napapikit sya. Ang sakit. Naabutan nya yata yun kaya tumawa ako at tinawag syang bitter para maibsan ang sakit pero pinamukha nya na naman sa'kin kung bakit. Kaya umalis ako. Tama na muna.