Want You Back (JulNiel)

Chapter Fifty - Want You Back

Want You Back

After Two Years..

I feel special. I'm feeling special whenever i'm with her. She's comfortable to be with. I can tell that there's no regret in my heart.

Love. It can make us happy but it can also ruin us if we let ourselves feel the opposite about it. in love we can find ourselves. Know us even more. Build us and make us a stronger person. Let us do what we can't. Conquer everything we think we can't. Some people think that Love is the hardest thing to do on earth because it can also hurt us but almost everyone's still choosing it. Love can never be love without struggles. Without us, feeling hurt, Feeling pain, Feeling weak, Feeling Lost but we only have to remember that love is who we really are. Love is everything we got and only have. We should put love in everything we do, in every way, in every single day of our lives. It's the most precious thing.

Happiness can be found anywhere if we'll seek it. If we'll let ourselves be on it. If we only accept bad things.

We are learning from our mistakes but always remember that it's not too late. Too late to change. Too late to make things right. There's always hope. That Hope is eternal.

It's not too late to try again. Try once more. Try and fight for what you love.

Now, as i'm waiting for her to arrive. I'm reminiscing everything.

Kinakabahan ako at natatakot at the same time, halo-halo'ng emosyon na nararamdaman ko

Will she come? Napabuga ako ng hinga dahil sa tense na nararamdaman ko. Para lang nung mga panahon na nililigawan ko sya at nung ginawa ko ulit. Inaantay ko syang dumating kahit hindi ko alam kung pupunta ba sya o hindi. Kung papasok ba sya at makikita na handa akong gawin ang lahat lahat ng magagawa ko makuha lang sya. Makuha lang ulit sya. Hinding hindi ako magsasawa gawin yun lalo na at alam kong ako ang mahal nya. Magbago man yun. Gagawin ko pa rin ang lahat para sa kanya. Dahil mahal na mahal ko sya at kulang ang buhay ko ng wala sya, kulang ako.

Kahit magmahal pa sya ng iba. Hindi na ako hihinto habang nakikita kong humihinga sya, hindi ako magsasawa habang humihinga pa ako.

Habang nakatayo ako at nakatingin sa paradahan at inaasahan ang pagdating nya, sobrang daming bagay ang tumatakbo sa isip ko

Nung makita ko ang sasakyan niya halos mahimatay ako sa sobrang tuwa. She's here! She came! She really did

"Bilis" sabi ng kasama ko rito kaya umayos ako ng tayo at pumunta sa pwesto ko

Ibinukas nila ang mga pintuan at Sinimulan tugtogin ng mga musikero ang kanta na kakantahin para dito habang ako naman sinimulan kong maglakad papalapit sa katotohanan. Sa kakatohanang Siya at Ako. Ito na yun

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes.
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies.

Hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko ng marating ko ang lugar na kinatatayuan ko. Pinanlalamigan ako at pinagpapawisan ng sobra sobra pero muli akong humarap sa gawi mo, ito na ang na magbabago ng tuluyan sa buhay natin. Sana um-oo ka. Sana pumayag ka

I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
When you're standing here all alone

You know i can be your strength, i can be your feet when you can't stand in your own. I'll believe you in everything, in your abilities when you can't and i'll do everything for you to stay by my side

Nakakatawa pero hindi pa man kita nakikita ay gusto ko na makausap ka. I can picture how you look right now

Unti unti rin naglakad ang mga taong nauuna sa'yo, simula sa mga bata na nagsasaboy ng na nagsaboy ng bulaklak at mga kaibigan at malalapit sa'tin hanggang sa ikaw na ang kasunod. Halos maluha na ako rito. Mali ako, Sobrang ganda mo pa pala kesa sa itsura na nakikita ko sa'yo sa utak ko