Want You Back (JulNiel)

Chapter Forty Eight - Tayo

Tayo

I'm so happy that she accepted me once again. That she let me enter her life, again.

I was so happy that i can't much explain.

Having her once again was like having a ticket to neverland, having something that is limited. A dream became reality.

I smiled as i saw her face. This is the best thing. She is my everything, Right now and Forever.

"Salamat at bumalik ka sa'kin" sabi ko bago humarap sa kanya.

"Kung pwede nga lang na hindi na kita iniwan noon, ginawa ko na. Pero baka ito lang 'yung isa sa mga way para ipakita na maaring tayo nga talaga, God really has a better plan for everyone. Let's just take those bad moments as a lesson and keep the good ones for us to become stronger than we can be. Thank you for not letting your love for me stop permanently"

"Hindi naman ako tumigil na mahalin ka" bigla nyang iniangat ang tingin sa akin.

"Y-you mean?"

"Yes. Kahit nung nandyan na si jackie, of course i loved her the way i should. Hindi ko naman maiaalis na mahalin sya. She's not that hard to love but your love and the feeling of loving you is different, the love that i felt towards jackie is unlike yours, very unlike. I know na safe ako sa love na binibigay ni jackie. In fact alam na alam kong ako lang ang mahal nya. I've been in safe zone for years at ikaw, alam kong mahal mo ako pero alam ko rin na kaya mong mabuhay kahit wala ako. Pero hindi ako ganun. You're independent while i am dependent on your love. Kahit nung inakala ko na wala ka na. Pinipilit ako intindihin ni jackie na i can't replace you that easy kaya she got angry and i can also feel that she's scared when you came back"

"P-pero tingin mo? Kung hindi ka nya hiniwalayan. Kung hindi sya ang nakipaghiwalay sa'yo. Magiging tayo kaya ulit?" huminga ako ng malalim.

"Actually, itutuloy ko ang proposal ko kay jackie lalo na at ang buong pagaakala ko ay asawa mo nga si elson. Masakit na makita kang masaya kahit wala ako habang ako naman sa loob loob ko, I'm getting miserable. The thought na masaya ka at kontento sa pamilya mo. Alam ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko rin gawin yun, gusto ko masaktan ka na makitang masaya ako kahit wala ka pero hindi talaga. You're my true love And true love never dies"

"And true love also helps you to find yourself, know yourself more. True love is what made us. Siguro nga, Tayo ng dalawa"

"Tayo ng dalawa" i smiled as i touch her face

I won't let anything ruin us again. Kahit anong mangyari, kahit anong pagdaanan natin. Ipapangako ko. Hindi ko na hahayaan na umalis ka at lumaban mag isa. We're made for each other. Ikaw at ako, Tayo lang hanggang sa huling hininga na ilalabas ko sa mundo.