I'm Having These Weird Dreams •The Flash/Barry Allen•

Lost

I thought I was oh so happy.

But, I was oh so wrong.

I was completely fine, and then one small memory, probably as big as an atom, destroyed me.

I hate being left empty. I hate having bits of me, which aren't bits of me.

This, is not me.

Everytime I feel a new memory squirming inside my hollow heart, I'm losing another, real part of myself.

I'm losing me.

And I worry, that one day, I'll be long gone.

And no one will remember the Gabriella Davis I used to be.

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"Hush you five year old, I'll never forget my best friend", says Cisco, adding a roll of his eyes.

I sigh," You may just, with your lovely new powers eh?"

Caitlyn giggled," Thats never happening in a million years Gabi, we'd never forget yesterday."

I face-palm.

Flashback

"You're adorable with the haircut Gabi, but you look like a little girl!", exclaimed Roy, with Barry squealing like a little child behind him, engulfed in laughter.

"You don't have to make such a bug big big deal out of it you know", I protest.

But Harper was so not having it.

"I could tie a tiny pink bow and-", I threw my body on Roy, tackling the once grinning man child to the hard rock floor.

"And that", I had proudly said," Is how you deal with cheeky nutcases of the world"

Barry got to his feet, and began clapping, followed by Cisco, and then Caitlyn.

I beamed at the four of them, and just then, I felt a strong tug on my arm pulling my down to the floor.

Then I heard a booming voice.

"And that, my dear friends, is how you deal with a rabid ten year old!"