Getting Through The Dark (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 19: Am I Crazy?

I was laying around in Zayn's bed, wrapped in the covers.

I could feel the babies moving around in my tummy, the feeling is like butterflies erupting from a cocoon.

I don't know what to do with myself at this point.

I may have overreacted a little bit when Harry was on the phone, but I was pregnant with his babies and he was out cheating on me.

I couldn't stop myself from thinking they were Zayn's. A part of me wants to believe they're Harry's.

Zayn walks in through the door with a tray in his hands and he smiles at me.

"Goodmorning, love. I made you some breakfast."

I nod my head and thank him, taking the tray.

He made his way over to me and planted a soft, yet, needing kiss on my lips.

I smile whenever he pulls away.

"Eat up. We have some places to go today. I figured you would like to go out and have a good time. You know, get your mind off of things, yeah?"

I nod my head yes, "Just let me
Take a shower and clean up?"

"Of course, love. I left you some clothes to change into on the bathroom sink. Just eat first. The babies need nutrients." Zayn smiled and walked out of the room.

I ate the French Toast, eggs, and bacon. I put the tray on the night stand by the bed and made my way to the bathroom. I heard voices down the hall.

It sounded like it was coming from the kitchen. I made my way down the hall, and stopped whenever I heard Harry's voice.

"Listen mate, you can't just keep her here by herself with you. She needs me, those are my babies."

"Actually, mate, they're not. They're mine, remember? Or who knows, for that matter?" Zayn spit back.

I could feel the tension and I wasn't even in the room.

Harry spoke up, "Yeah, well. Did you know she's crazy? She spends hours at a time talking to someone who's not even there. Would you want that? I mean, who would want that? Just give her back to me."

Well, that hurt.

"You're worthless. Zayn doesn't want you."

The voices were starting to taunt me.
Saying things to make me go insane all over again.

"Who would want you? Harry doesn't. He just misses the sex. You're nothing but a whore. I mean. You're pregnant."

"Look at you, you no good piece of shit."

"Slut."

"Die."

"STOP!" I yelled, making Harry and Zayn snap their heads in my direction.

"See mate, I told you she's crazy. Still want her now?"

"I think you need to leave, Harry." Zayn looked at me, waving his hand motioning for me to come over to him.

"Come here, baby. We're leaving."

I walked over to Zayn, nuzzling my head into his chest and wrapping my arms around his waist.

I didn't want to look at Harry right now.

I'm already hurting from all of the things he's said about me, plus what everyone or everything else is telling me.

I don't know what to do at this point.

Go with Harry, who knows I'm a complete nutt.

Or stay with Zayn, who I barely even know?

I decided to stay with Zayn and go out to do stuff today.

It's going to be harder than it sounds though, because he's trying to keep us from walking out of the kitchen.

"Listen, Zayn. Just give me the girl, and let us leave."

"The girl, is Audrina, and no. Come on mate, you don't want your ass handed to you again do you?"

I snickered and turned away from Harry.

I could feel his eyes burning at the side of my head.

I couldn't help but laugh harder.

"I will be back for her, Zayn. And I will get her."

Zayn scoffed and lead me to the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.

"Take a shower, baby then we can leave."

"I am not getting in the shower with you in here."

"And why not?"

"Because. I'll... Be naked."

He busted out laughing and shook his head.

"It's not like I've never seen you before, sweetheart. Pregnant belly and all." He smiled cheekily and walked closer to me, planting a kiss on my lips.

He ran his tongue along my bottom lip, and I knew he wanted to deepen the kiss.

I opened my mouth slightly, letting his tongue feel mine.

I could feel the kiss getting more intimate.

But I pushed him back and started to take my clothes off.

Zayn looked at me, eyeing me up and down.

"So. It's going to go further eh?"

I laughed and shook my head no.

"You told me to take a shower, so that's what I'm doing."

"You're a fucking tease, Audrina."

I got rid of my clothes, sent Zayn a wink, and got into the shower to get ready for what today had in store.


----------

Later that day.

----------


"Are you serious?!" I jumped up and down, throwing my arms around Zayn's neck.

"Yeah, do you like it?"

"Are you shitting me? It's fucking Sleeping With Sirens. Of course I love it!"

I was very overjoyed. Kellin Quinn is a sex god!

He has the most beautiful voice I've ever heard, he can beatbox like a champ, and did I mention...

he's a sex god?

We made our way through the entrance and tried to find our seats.

This place was crowded like no other and it was hard to tell where the stage was because so many people were huddled together.

I looked at Zayn as he was walking towards the front by the stage.

"Where are we going?"

"Front row. I figured you would like to see them close, yeah?"

Oh. My. God.

"Of course! thank you thank you thank you. You're the best."

"So I've been told." Zayn laughed and then winked at me.

He put his arm around my waist, pulling us closer to the stage until we were right there.

I could probably walk about 3 or 4 feet and I would be able to touch the stage.

I waited and waited for them to come out and then they finally walked out on stage.

Kellin had the biggest smile on his face. I couldn't help but smile.

"Good afternoon everyone! I'm Kellin and this is my band. Say hi band!"

"Hi band!" everyone around us screamed, jumping up and down.


These people were a little too excited about this.

I laughed and waited again for Kellin to talk.

"This one is called Stomach Tied in Knots. If you know the song, sing along."

This was my favourite song song by them! Besides Roger Rabbit.

"Enjoying yourself sweetheart?" a husky voice whispered in my ear.

That wasn't Zayn.

I went to turn my head to look to see who it was, but everything went black.