The Way I look At you #Wattys2016

Chapter 25

I'm currently holding my phone hesitating to composed a message to Mimi. In these past few days, I rarely sending her text messages.

I'm bothered on what I'm feeling right now. I'm bothered because it's affecting my feelings for Mimi. That's why I rarely sending message to her. Naguguilty ako.

Naguguilty ako kase this is not supposed to happened just because I saw Chelsea thrice. The bad thing is that, parang ok lng sa akin na magkita kame ni Chelsea. Alam ko na nakamove on na ako and we're friends. Iniiwasan ko munang makipag communicate kay Mimi kase nahihiya ako.

Nilapag ko nalang ang cellphone ko sa dashboard ng sasakyan ko and focus myself on driving. I don't want to hurt Mimi, pero sa ginagawa ko parang sinasaktan ko narin siya and for sure na napapansin na nya ang madalang kong pagtext sa kanya.

Hindi pa ba ako nakakamove on kay Chelsea, that's why mas napapansin ko siya kesa kay Mimi? I know that my hearts wants Mimi but my brain and my body tells something. Ayokong aabot sa punto na masasaktan ko na naman si Mimi, ayoko ng gumawa ng mga rason para magkamali ulit ako.

I parked my near the site. Makikita ko for sure si Mimi and her Dad. Nahihiya akong magpakita at hindi ko totally alam kung bakit nahihiya ako.

I walked in the amidst of construction worker busy doing their task. Some of them waved at me and greeted me. I'm quite friendly to some of the workers here, I know they worked hard for the task and it's a least thing that I can do by being kind and honest to them, after all they're the one who do the exact and hard job to do.

I arrived to the site office and roughly seated in the swivel chair. I took a heavy deep sighed to relieve the odd feelings that crept inside me. It's kinda effective, but the struggle is still there.

"Good Morning sir! Mukhang problemado ata tayo ah" aniya ni Cholo. Napangiti nlng sa kanila. I fixed my things needed in my table.

"Ok lng, meron lng akong iniisip" sabe ko. Patuloy lng ako sa pag aayos. I heard them gasping and laughing a bit.

"Uy sir, babae siguro yan tsk tsk" sabe ni Miyo. Nagtawanan sila

"Mukhang sobrang gwapo naman ni sir, ilan po bang babae yan ?" tanong ni Mac.

"Mga siraulo. Medyo masakit lng ulo ko dahil sa trabaho kayo talaga" natatawang sabe ko. Mas lalo nman silang napangisi.

"Hala nasobrang sa trabaho kaya masakit ang ulo, ay mamamaga yan , awtsu" aniya ni Cholo. Napakunot naman ako ng ulo at nakita ko silang nakahawak sa mga crotch nila. Binato ko nga sila ng tissue. Puros kalokohan ang nasa isip

"Hay kayong tatlo, puro kalokohan." I exclaimed. Nagpatuloy paren sila sa pangangasar sa akin, pero natatawa nalng ako sa kanila.

" Pero sir babae yan noh?" seryosong tanong ni Cholo. I looed a him in an instant while I'm working the testing of VFD. Napalingon narin silang tatlo sa akin habang may ginawa. Seems there attention beams at me like they're waiting for a revelation. Napabuntong hininga nlng ako