Look into your eyes, I see that you loved me.
But I broke your heart and let you go
Regrets, frustrations filled me because I hurt someone like you.
Now you're here, my eyes sparks like diamond. The way I look at you never seems to change, never see...
I'm currently waiting for Mimi to arrive in the park. She said that I should wait in here because waiting in front of her house is not the right choice especially her siblings knew about me. Sumunod nlng ako baka kase hindi matulog ang date.
I bring with me my car of course; the date must not be hassle for both of us. I'm constantly checking of my phone waitig for her text. Damn it, the last message that she sent was 40 minutes ago and I'm waiting for almost 30 minutes. Hindi ako sa nagmamadali baka lng kase nagbago isip nya and gantihan ako. My world would fall apart pag ginawa nya yun. Exaggerating indeed but I can't stand the pain pag nangyari yun.
There were lots of kids playing random games. Some playing dodge ball, some playing hide and seek and many more. Somehow I'm jealous to those kids because they were able to enjoy their childhood. Me? I'm not like them that I can just go outside. Sa bahay lng naglalaro like Psp or other consoles, playing ball games with Damien and bike. Though it was ok but, hindi ko man naranasana yung makihalubilo sa iba. Plus the fact that I'm part of the broken family. I hated my parents for that, I thought they loved each other but it wasn't, only to find out that I have siblings to other family. Kaya siguro ganun ako, I want affection to other people. Ang nakakaalam lng ng buhay ko ay si Damien and Mimi.
I was brought back to my reverie went someone touched me. I turned myself kung hindi yung humawak sa akin and I saw Mimi.
"Are you alright Seb?" she said concerly. I smiled at her. I saw her in her flower design black dress. Damn she's indeed an Angel. My mouth began to watered. Parang nakalimutan ko yung iniisip ko kanina.
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"Yeah.. I'm fine. Uhmmm. Let's go?" I said hesitantly. She looked me intently na parang binabasa nya ako, they she nodded.
I guided her in my cark. I opened the car door for her at pumasok sa kabilang side ng door ng makapasok siya.
"Buckle up" I said. I started the engine and I looked at her na nakaloose ang pag buckle nya. I leaned closer to her and fixed her seatbelt.
"Yan, para safe ka" I said. Her face was close to mine and I have this urge to kiss her but I control it. I pulled back and inayos ko ulit ang seatbelt ko.
I drove my car along the traffic streets of the city, I didn't expect that ganito ka traffic damn it. I pushed the play button and the "Last Hope" of Paramore blared inside the car.
"Gotta let it happen, Gotta let it happen....It's just a sparks, but it's enough to keep me going. And when it's darks out, no one's around to keep me going" I heard Mimi sing along with the song. Thanks for the traffic because I have a chance to saw her face.
Her voice is so relaxing, I wish that I could hear that all over again. Her eyes staring outside the window.
"And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to .It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive. Alive!!!" I sing along with her. I drove my car ahead of those vehicles that slowing my car. I could see in my peripheral vision Mimi staring at me.
