midnight man (joshler)

twenty seven/did i mention

im so sorry.

chapter one.

thoughts flood my mind. they dance with the name tyler joseph, flashing his rosy cheeks and blood red lips behind my eyelids. he's so beautiful. i want him so badly. he looks so precious. i sleepily vow to get him, falling asleep to visions of his lifeless eyes as i remove my blade from his chest.

chapter ten.

i watch him run out of the store, my heart thudding loudly. he's a murderer. he has to be. he killed kellin quinn, he must have. a grin curls across my lips.

how stupid, i think. he isn't even trying to act calmly. he'll get himself caught on his own. he's enticing, though. a real struggler. he'd fight, for sure.

i can't turn down a fighter.

i concoct a plan. you're mine, tyler joseph.

chapter twelve.

my fake anxiety attack comes to an end soon enough. i almost applaud my acting.

chapter thirteen.

my friends worry about me, just the way i need them to. i'm acting crazily. i seem broken, i seem fragile. if anyone asks, i'm terrified of all things murder. i'd never be a suspect.

chapter fourteen.

"you can tell me anything," he grabs my hand, grinning at me.

"i love you," i murmur.

a lie.

he argues with me for a while, insisting i can't love him. he tells me about his mom. his mom got murdered. i suppose it would explain everything, then. why he's so interested in killing. i wait for him to tell me he kills people... he doesn't. such an idiot, joseph.

"josh?"

"yes?"

"i love you too."

"good because honestly it was getting awkward having you not say it for so long," i grin goofily, secretly ecstatic.

secretly ecstatic that you finally trust me. you're close enough to strangle now tyler. you're practically killing yourself just by being near me.

chapter fifteen.

"allow me to introduce you. jenna, this is my boyfriend josh. josh, this is my ex girlfriend jenna. did i happen to mention we kill people?"

did i mention i want to kill you?