I just laid there, not closing my eyes, not sleeping because I was wide awake. I laid there thinking about the people in Alexandria, and my group and family. I wondered what they were doing and what they were feeling, or if they were safe and ok. I thought about Maggie and her baby and if she was ok without Glenn. I thought about Daryl and wondered if he thought about me. I could imagine him being pissed at me for not being there, even if its not my fault he would make it my fault; but he would secretly be happy to see me if he did get to. He probably didn't even love me anymore. Why would e? I'm not there and most likely I won't even be there.
I listened to the soft snores of Negan sleeping beside me with my body pulled into his. I was having mixed feelings at this point. Negan was mental and really has some issues he needed to work out. He scared me and I feel like I always have to tiptoe around him when I speak or do anything. Hated him for what he has done; killing Glenn, all those women, putting my group and Alexandria through hell, making me stay here with him, having his men beat me for answers. I can't think of one good thing that he as done for me or to me. But, for some reason even if there was no good to him, I felt like I could maybe bring it out of him.
He showed me he could be caring and could think of others, quite a few times actually. Such as when he made me stay in the RV when he...did what he did to Glenn. And when he killed those women. I mean, both of those things are terrible but they had a good side to them...kind of.
But I can't stay here to wait and see what else Negan does. I can't help him even if I wanted to, which I do. I have to escape and I have to get back to Alexandria. I didn't know any ways of doing that though.
I stopped and thought and something popped into my head. Thinking of all the killings Negan has done in this past week gave me a sickening idea, but I couldn't think of anything else.
I was going to kill Negan.
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Salvation {Negan FanFic}
FanfictionKEEP IN MIND- this was written before the season premiere and before we knew what actually what happened. So this is altered from the original season 6. You think they will come and save you? Oh sweetheart, sorry to break it to you, but no ones comi...