Wake up in the morning, its not so bad, I can taste you on my lips and it makes me sad. There's a part of me that just wants you back, your the one thing I want that I never did have. Steam me up, hear me shout, tip me over and pour me out. Pour me out, on the concrete, next to your feet. (Pour Me Out -He Is We)
Negan's POV
I couldn't help but feel betrayed. What am I doing fucking so wrong that makes her even have the slightest idea of tying to kill me? I treat her so much better then what I have ever treated any woman that I have fucked. She doesn't fucking see that
It hurt her to kill that fag, but it hurt me to see her pull a gun on me and run off. I have spent so much fucking time on her, and have poured everything I am into her to try and get her to want to stay, and to fucking adore me then way I do to her. What the fuck does it take?
I have lost all trust in her. Starting from scratch now. I was planning on killing the both of them while I was driving down there. But as soon as I saw her, there was no way I could. No fucking way I could even bring Lucille near her. Mike on the other hand, when I looked at him all I wanted to do was see Lucille in his skull. I knew it would hurt her, and that's a lot of the reason why I did it. But I also did it for myself.
I feelings were a fucking mess. I wanted to badly to just say fuck it and dump her off with all her little friends, but I wasn't going to.
I would never admit it to anyone, but I love her.
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Literally wrote this while sitting in the bathroom at school. Short, but I legit posted three chapters yesterday so, this is what you get. Thought Negan's point of view was needed. Vote, comment, and follow! Thankies!
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Salvation {Negan FanFic}
FanfictionKEEP IN MIND- this was written before the season premiere and before we knew what actually what happened. So this is altered from the original season 6. You think they will come and save you? Oh sweetheart, sorry to break it to you, but no ones comi...
