Mine (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 9. ♡

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All day. Every minute. Every second, I laid down on my bed. Not once getting up. No food. No sleep. No nothing. Just me, myself, and I. I was very bored, but what was there to do? I took my medicine and slept for an hour the most. I turned my phone off, not wanting to deal with anyone. 

I was just laying there. Staring at the plain, dull walls. It explained my life pretty clearly, plain; my life was boring as hell. Dull; nothing exciting has ever happened. I have no friends. None. I felt so left out. So sad. So unhappy. So alone.

                                                                                                     But I guess I deserved it. I don't know what I did, but I honestly do feel like I deserve this, all. It hurts, badly. I finally decided to turn my phone on. I had a few text messages from Chase and one from Austin? I decided wheater or not to open it, but finally opened it.

Austin: Lil's, I know you hate me. I'm so sorry. I always will be you're best friend. You know you can trust me, right? I'm sorry. I will keep your secret by the way. I won't tell. I promise. I love you Lily. I'm sorry, bye. <3

Shit, my secret. I completely forgot.            

If he tells anybody, I will chop his balls off and feed them to sharks. I can't believe I forgot about the secret. Oh my god.

Remember how I told you, I tell Austin everything? Every single thing. I meant it. I told him stuff no one knows. Not my parents, brother, or Emma.

I decided to text back. But I was just letting him know to leave me the fuck alone. I wanted nothing to do with him. At all.  

Me: If you tell anyone what happened that night I will cut you. And don't text me anymore or call me or anything. I'm blocking all your numbers. I'm done with you, forever. I won't ever be your best friend again. You can't just do that to anyone Austin. I can't believe you. I trusted you. But now you're just a jerk! You changed so fucking much I don't even know who you are! I hate you! Leave me fucking alone asshole!

I did shred a few tears typing that. But that was just my way of telling him how much he hurt me. And he did, a lot. Honestly, I didn't hate him. I love him. He did change though, that's a thing I hate. I miss him. The old him. I quickly sent the text and blocked his number. I should just move on from Austin. Yeah, bye Austin. Starting from now, NO MORE AUSTIN.                                                                                                    

Next Day

The next morning I was feeling much better. I decided to go to school, since I'll probably have an ass load of makeup work. I brushed my teeth, took a shower, changed, and ate a quick, short breakfast. I grabbed my stuff and took my mom's car to school. She was working from home today. And yes, I could drive. I just don't have my own car, yet.

I finally arrived at school. I was getting a few odd stares when I got out of my car, but shrugged it off and went to first period. I completely forgot about everything when I was in that class. I wasn't listening, pshh, but who would? But I wasn't thinking. I was just dozing off. And the next thing you know, I hear my name being called repeatedly and then laughs after.

"Miss Brown? Miss Brown?" The teacher, Mr. BigClark asked. I heard the class giggle as he continued to call my name. "Miss Brown, w-"

"Huh?" I said suddenly, as I fixed myself up, and got off from the desk. "Oh, uh- sorry?" I said more like a question. He eyed me and continued class. I rolled my eyes. I could feel Austin's eyes on me even though I couldn't see him. I just knew it.