Mine (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 31. ♡

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I don't want to say, goodbye. 

*1 week later*

Austin's POV

It's been one week. Seven days, and still nothing. No- anything. Lily wasn't even moving and her breathing was off. 

I couldn't sleep. I couldn't shut my eyes without knowing if she was okay. I slept by her side every single night, caressing her hands, as I prayed. Prayed she would be okay, pray she would live. I honestly don't know what could happen to me if she d- died. She's my everything. She may not know it, but she's the reason I smile. She makes me happy. Very, very happy. 

Everyone's been coming in and visiting, leaving Lily presents, praying for her, and stuff. Everyone's trying to comfort me and tell me everything's going to be okay- but it's not. Nothing's okay. I won't act like it, when actually everything's slowly dying. I can't act like that, because that would be lying to myself.

I looked at her flawless features, reminding myself how lucky I am to have her, call her mine, kiss her, remind her how perfect she is, hold her, hug her, and everything else I could do to her. 

My eyes wandered off to her bruises on her left cheek. I slowly placed my finger over it, brushing past it. I noticed how deep the cuts were, that got me thinking.

Was she stabbed?

I mean, it wouldn't be that deep if it wasn't stabbed. 

I shrugged my shoulders, trying not to see everything in a bad scenario. Because sometimes, when your whole entire world is slowly falling apart, damaging all your dreams, all your wild adventures, when it's killing everyone and everything you love; you have to hold your chin up, fake a smile, and pretend everything's okay. But me, being me, I can't. I just can't.

Everyone tells me I'm overreacting? But am I, am I really? How would you exactly act if you are watching your loved one die right in front of your eyes, and you can't help them? 

My point exactly.

So I'm not overreacting, I'm just worried. I'm just scared. 

I made my way out of her room, trying my best not to cry, and slowly walked down to the cafeteria. Once I got there, I noticed someone. But not anyone, Chase.

My fist tightened as I gulped, my head boiled with anger,  and my nails jabbed into my skin, I didn't even think before abruptly running as fast as I could into his direction. He didn't seem to notice me, so I took that as the chance to punch him, so that's exactly what I did.

Without thinking, my tightened fist connected with his cheeks, punching his face hardly and definitely leaving a bruise, but I was just warming up.

His eyes froze on me and he appeared to be shocked. 

"What the fuck, dude?!" He yelled, wiping his cheeks and then blood that recently came out of his mouth.

"Don't 'what the fuck' me you asshole! You know why I did this, you know every fucking thing!" I shouted at him, causing a scene. 

"Chill, I don't know what your talking about..." He lied as he turned the other direction, avoiding me.

"Sure you don't, dumb ass." I growled as I swung in front of him and smashed my fist into his nose, making it bleed. "Your the exact reason she's in here you fucking ass! You did this to her!" I shouted as I punched him again.

I went for another, but his hands quickly shot in front of it. 

"You shouldn't of done that," He chuckled as he pushed me, kicking me on my stomach. 

I groaned as I eventually got up, and tackled him to the ground, punching him everywhere.

"Son of a bitch, if you ever fucking lay your hands on Lily again, I will fucking murder you!" I shouted as police officers arrived and took him away.

I yelled in fustration, as the crew soon arrived, rushing my way.

They started asking questions, bothering me even more.

"Stop! I will tell you if you all shut up!" I groaned as there voices soon muted. I quickly continued, "Well, I was with Lily, but then I got hungry," I told them, not exactly telling them why I left. "So I came down here, and I saw- Chase." I groaned as I heard gasps. "Yeah, I know." I rolled my eyes, "Anyways, I walked up to him and punched him and he asked me what I was doing, so I told him he knew exactly what he was doing," I paused as I licked my lips, "He, being him, he pretended like he didn't know what the fuck I was talking about, but I knew he knew." I said as I looked at everyone's expressions; shocked. "He started to walk away, but I got in his way and punched him right in the nose," I smiled, accomplished of my work. I heard a few cheers as I continued, "Then, the fucking ass pushed me on the ground and started kicking me. But I was okay, so I got up and I punched him over and over again. He was weak, so he couldn't hit back. And then the police came and took him away, then you guys came." I finished.

"Wow," Was all they said and I just nodded.

"I'm not hungry anymore," I stated as we all decided to head back up to Lily's room.

Once we all arrived, the doctors were there. I quickly rushed by her side and they examined her bruised body.

"Is she going to be okay?" I asked as the doctor looked at me and frowned.

What the fuck does that mean?

"I'm sorry, but if she doesn't wake up by tomorrow, I'm afraid we will have to cut the line," The doctor annouced as they all cleared the room, leaving.

I stood there- frozen. Just like that? Just like that, they'll just cut the line? They'll just kill a person? She's alive. I feel it in my blood. 

But maybe she is really dead, maybe I'm just not ready to let go of her, maybe I don't want to say goodbye.

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A/N: Hey guys! (: Here's another update and I think one more chapter until this story ends. :( 

But if you guys want, I will be willing to make a sequel for you guys! (:

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