Mine (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 11. ♡

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My eyes shot open, my head turned, realizing I was still in bed. I skipped down the stairs, holding the railings. Eagerly, I ran to the fridge, hungry for food. Anything. I was chugging down chips when my doorbell rang. My head turned to my clock, it was only 6:30 PM. I grabbed my light sweater and placed it on my small body. I opened the door curious of who it was. "Hello?" I asked quietly. No one. Silence. 

BOOM.

Cold, gloved hands were covering my mouth. "AHHHH, LET ME FUCKING GO!" I yelled, but it only came out muffled. No one probably heard me since no one was home. 

"Listen here you little shit." They started as they let go of me and forcefully pushed me to the ground, kicking me multiple times before continuing. "Give me 1 grand before tomorrow or I'll kill you" They demanded harshly as the swung a punch at me. I winced as the fist hit my cheek bones. Tears flooded my eyes and that was all I remember...

I woke up, noticing tears on my cheeks. I quickly wiped them away and postioned myself on my headboard. Those days were the worst. Getting beatened, blackmailed, hurt. I didn't know who it was. What I did. Or anything matter of fact. I was tore down, I wasn't stable. I remember waking up in empty hospitals, scared out of my mind. But then there would always be Austin. Right next to me. He would feel so bad, but it wasn't his fault. It was mine.

I got out of bed and went into my bathroom. I quickly took a short shower and got dressed. I checked my phone to see my morning text which I had. 2 morning text actually. I opened Chase's first, eager to see what he texted me.

Chase: Morning beautiful. I hope you had a goodnight sleep. Want to hang today? (:

I smiled at his kind text and replied with a simple yes. Next,  I opened Austin's. 

Austin: Morning Li's. Sleep good? :)

I also smiled at his text. I replied to him back.

Me: Yess. You? :)

I quickly recieved a text back from Austin saying he slept good. I smiled softly before running down the steps. I was starving, considering I didn't have anything to eat last night. I sat down on my counter, nibbling on a chocolate chip cookie, my favorite. I began thinking. Yes, I was an over thinker. I wish I was an under thinker, if that even is a thing. While I was thinking, I realized, for every good that's happened, there's a worst. You see; Austin and I are friends, but then we break apart. Then we become friends again, but I just know, we'll break  apart again. No matter what he says. No matter what he does. We belong together, just not as friends though, more. But like I said, he'll never think of me that way, so I should just give up. He doesn't like me like that. He can say it all he wants, but I know he's just saying that to be a good friend. He has to show me he loves me. I have to feel his love to know.

Sudden footsteps interrupted my thinking, my eyes shot up to see who was coming down. Mat. 

"Morning Lil's." He said as he grabbed a orange from our fruit basket. He sat down next to me on the counter and began peeling the orange slowly.

"Morning." I replied and finished eating my cookie.  I got off the counter and headed for the couch. Today was my lazy day. We had no school today or tomorow which made me more than happy because I was not ready to go back there. Summer was coming closer everyday and that would mean no more school. I wasn't sure if I was going to college, I mean I wanted to, but I don't belong there. I have average grades, nothing special. Austin though, he wants to pursue his career to music. I heard him sing a few times, and damn that boy is brilliant. He is a singing angel. I could imagine him getting famous one day and have millions of girls drooling over him.