Mine (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 20. ♡

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"You're all that matters to me."

"Detention."

I am going to fucking rip her tiny ass head off with my own fucking hands. That fuckhead is done.

Have you ever wanted to hurt someone so bad that you just want to scream? No, okay. But I have. So it all started when me and Emma were walking over to lunch. You know, sounds normal, right? That was until I had to pee. I left Emma to go to the bathroom, nothing wrong, yet. As soon as my foot stepped into the bathroom, so did Emily. She purposely stepped on my foot, what a bitch. I glared at her before I opened my mouth to give her a piece of my mind.

"Hey princess, why don't you watch were you're fucking going?" I spat, she smiled as she shook her head.

"Why don't you shut the fuck up?" She smirked.

"Maybe because you aren't my fucking mommy." I chuckled as I walked over to the mirror, examining myself. I had to pee really badly, but I was not going to pee in front of this fuckhead.

"Honey, stop looking at yourself, please. You're already ugly enough." She commented.

"Did you know you're very irrelevant and you're smart ass side comments can go fuck off just like you." I shouted as she smirked.

"Don't be a bitch." She said as she pushed me.

"Fuck off, slut." I said as I pushed her in front of the sink.

"Haven't you fucking learned your lesson?" She shouted as she pushed me out of the bathroom, to the open halls.

"Lesson about what? I'm pretty sure you need to learn the lesson of not sleeping with every fucking boy in this school." I shouted as I heard footsteps of students gather around us.

"You cheater." She smirked. My eyes widened.

"What the hell do you mean?" I asked, but I knew exactly what she meant.

"Chase and Austin. Smooth." She chuckled as I heard gasps.

"Austin and I are just friends." I informed her.

"Really? Doesn't seem like it." She said as she took out her phone, revealing a picture of Austin and I kissing.

Fuck.

She knows.

I didn't even finish talking to her, I just turned around to find Chase, but he wasn't here. He was here though because I remember glancing at him. I turned around back to Emily.

"You fucking bitch!" I shouted, furious. I seriously wanted to take her head and feed it to fucking sharks. She had no right.

I shoved her against lockers as she pushed me back against the floor. I picked myself up before pulling her hair.

"You had no fucking right you slut!" I shouted hitting her numerous times. She hit back, but it didn't hurt me, that much. I squeezed my fist, ready to aim at her disgusting face right when Mr. Dick, the principal stopped me.

"Miss Brown, how about you get off Miss Stewart," He demanded as I did so. "Students, please return to lunch, you have nothing to see here." He said as everyone left, leaving me and Emily. And of course, Mr. Dick.

So blah, blah. Yeah I got in trouble, and I got detention for a week straight. Emily, of course, only got detention for a day considering he didn't see half the shit she did to me. So here I was, at school. I tried calling Chase numerous times, leaving him nonstop voicemails. I screwed up, badly. Of course I knew this wasn't going to go on forever, but- this is too soon.

He probably hates me, so much. He never want's to see my face again. I'm such a screw up why-

My phone vibrated, making my eyes instantly wide, it was him; it was Chase.

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As soon as I left detention, I bolted to Chase's house. I knocked on his door and he opened. He was wearing grey sweat, no shirt. Damn.

"Oh my god, Chase." I cried as I ran in his chest, hugging him, but he didn't even budge. "I know you hate me, I'm so sorry please I love you-"

"No, just stop it right there, you don't love me. You never have." He yelled, "You read my text Lily, leave me alone." He shouted as he was right about to shut the door in my face, but I quickly stopped him.

"Chase, please. i just- I just want you to know, I cheated because I was stupid and lost, I was so damn confused. It wasn't because you weren't a good boyfriend, hell no. You were so fucking amazing, you made me smile. You deserve someone better, Chase. That's not me. I love you, okay? And I mean it." I cried, I did mean it. I did love him. I just messed up- it took me a long time to realize, Austin will never be the one for me. Chase always has and always will. Right?

"Bye Lily." Chase sighed as his hands ran through his hair. I frowned as he shut the door and began slowly walking back to my house. While I was walking back home, I remembered the text message Chase sent me.

Chase: Just stop. How could you Lily? I gave you my everything and you broke me apart. I told you I loved you and you treat me like that. You were my everything, but now you aren't anymore. I can't believe this happened, and with Austin? Yeah, you say you're just a friend, but you're more. I should've knew this would happen. Just leave me alone, I never want to see you again.

He gave me his everything, but I tore him apart. He was the best boyfriend, I was just too blind to see it. He was the one for me, but I was so caught up with Austin, I never knew. But now, I'm nothing to him, because I broke his heart. I made him cry. I am the reason this all happened. It's my fault. All of it.

I ran to my room, not caring about anything right now. I haven't even talked to Austin and I sure as hell wasn't going to. I was just- just frustrated. First of all, why the fuck would Emily do that to me? I did nothing. Fucking nothing. Oh yeah, she hates my ass for no god damn reason. Second, I hurt Chase, I hurt him! Me. He's crying right now, because of me. I broke his heart and all I could feel is regret. Third, I was broken. I was lost, like I told Chase. I wasn't making any of this better with Austin, no. It was making everything worst. But also, he doesn't understand the reason I did it- I was lost, alone, confused. I feel like making a Taylor Swift breakup song. 

I cuddled under my covers, hiding my face. I wasn't sure when I was going to get up, or what I was exactly thinking, or anything in fact. I just knew one thing and that is; I wanted Chase in my arms. I know it might've seemed like I didn't care for him, but I did. I just pushed him away- too far.

I flipped myself over multiple times, trying to get comfortable, but obviously wasn't. Soon as my eye got heavy, my phone beeped. Great.

I rolled my eyes, as I got out of my bed and picked up my phone. When I thought things couldn't get worst. I was wrong, very wrong. Guess who it was?

Emma.

The bitch is back. OXOX. 

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A/N: GUYS !! I'M SO SORRY. Sorry I couldn't update sooner, I didn't have my computer this whole week ! It was being an ass and it wasn't working. Hopefully soon it'll be fixed. :)) Hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll try to update as soon as possible. Love you lots, thanks !! <3