Mine (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 25. ♡

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"Nobody could break us apart."

A few weeks later, everything was fine. Of course I wasn't expecting that, but I was expecting something from Josh, knowing him- he'd come up with a big idea to hunt me down and kill me.

I'm just shook up with this, it's starting to get to the point where I actually vomit when I think about all of this. Like I said numerous times before; It's all too much.

No teenager should go through the shit I'm going through. What  kind of sick man would do this to someone? Josh, Josh Butt.

I can't say I know a lot about him, but I know enough to say he is one dangerous man. He's been in jail countless times, it's practically his second or maybe even first home. Murdering innocent people, robbing banks, vandalism, everything. 

He sickens me in every was possible. He should be the one getting beat up- the one facing all this torture. What did I ever do to him? Nothing, nothing at all. But somehow, I get all this shit.

It makes no sense, whatsoever, why me? Why me? 

After trapping myself in my house for weeks, I decided to do something- alone. No, I wasn't avoiding Austin. In fact, he comes over every single day to hang out with me- inside my house, of course.

I got dressed and headed out to the mall. Not my smartest idea, but I needed to get out. 

It was starting to get to the point where it is unhealthy for me to stay inside all day. No sunshine. No social life. Nothing. Just me, myself, and I.

But like I said before; I like being alone with myself. It gives me time to sort my mind out. It's unusual how I never run out of subjects. It's interesting where my mind takes me. One minute I'm talking about school, next I'm talking about a banana peel. Interesting...

But I can't just think to myself all day. It does get boring very easily. Talking to myself. I wouldn't say I'm the only person who does this, I'm pretty sure a lot of kids do. I think.

I was so caught up with myself and my thoughts, I didn't even notice I was at the mall already. (A/N: I know she doesn't have a car, it's her mom's car. She does have a drivers license, not a car though. Just wanted to let you know.X.)

I should stop doing that. I thought to myself. 

I really do though. A lot of times, I get to caught up in my thoughts, I completely blank my mind to the point of where even am. Or what I'm doing. It's a habit. A bad habit probably, but I can't help it. It just happens, easily. And I don't even notice.

Did it again. My mind reminded me. I rolled my eyes at myself.

I walked into the mall and began walking to my favorite stores. Abercombie first, of course. I decided to get jean shorts, since it was starting to get sultry outside. I then got a perfume as well- beach scented. 

After Abercombie, I decided to walk down Journey's. I really liked there UGG designs, so why not buy one?

After I bought my stuff, I loaded them into my car. I got into my car when I noticed a sticky note on my wind shield. I wiggled my eyebrows, confused on why I had a sticky note. I got out and detached the sticky note from the car, placing it into my fingers.

"Guess who's back. -J"

I dropped everything- including the car keys. I snapped my head into every direction, trying to find anybody. No one. No one was outside, except a few cars roaming around the mall, trying to find parking and a few people here and there walking into and out the mall. But no one- no one was watching me.

Josh was here. He's stalking me. He's here- close to me. I could feel it. I felt my hands beginning to sweat and my mouth tasted like blood, considering I was biting very- very hard down on my lips. 

I picked up what I had dropped and sped to my house. Running to my room, locking the door shut, and jumping into my bed. I felt safe here. Everything's safe in my room. I could stay in here without any worries, tensions, anything. I felt good in here, unlike how I felt at the mall. I felt uncomfortable there as outside. No where particualr, just outside. The idea of being outside made my stomach do flips and turns. 

I know, it's gotten bad.

But hey, at least I got out for a change- but it was a mistake. 

Sometimes I just feel like my life's a mistake. Nothing's ever right, and I'm not saying my life has to be perfet, but for once, can it? No. It can't. Nor it ever will be.

Every day, everything falls apart slowly. My whole world is breaking down in matter of seconds, right in front of my eyes. It hurts. It's ashamed how terrible my life has become these few past years.

But there was good memories. A lot with Austin. There's just too much bad and a little good. If that even makes sense one bit, but I can't seem to see the good stuff, knowing there will always be more bad.

Of course I wasn't born to have a perfect life, perfect grades, flawless body, lots of friends- no. But I was born to live life, but not like this. Not even close to my expectations.

Sometimes I think if god made me to get hurt. But then again, he wouldn't- he couldn't. Well, actually could considering-

Myy phone vibrated, snapping me out of my current thoughts.

Blocked Number: Can't run forever babe. (; -J.

I dropped my phone, jumping backwards. My hands started to sweat- again, as well as my head started to spin, and countless number of knots formed in my throat. 

My main question was how'd he get my number?

I mean somebody must of gaven it to him, right? I switched my number too many times.

How'd the hell?

"Nothing could break us apart." The words hit my ears as a small smile crept onto my face.

"How do you know?" 

"Because we're together."

"So?" 

"So, we have each other and that's all we need to survive."

"I love you." I whispered to Chase,

"I love you too." He coughed out. 

But did he? Did he really?

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A/N: Another chapter for you guys. (: I hope you all enjoyed it. Nothing big, but it was more of a filler. Anyways, please keep sharing this story with your friends and keep voting. <3 LEAVE COMMENTS BELOW!1!!1!!!1!!!!111!!!!!! (: 

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