Mine (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 28. ♡

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"I'm scared and alone. I'm lost, and I don't know if I'll ever be found."

Lily's POV

Weeks, weeks went by, yet I'm stil trapped. I'm still suffering. Every single day has gone by, my life getting worse by day. My hope has lessened about Austin saving me. He hasn't found me yet, he probably gave up. But I would too considering I have no idea where I'm at. 

Every single day is the same routine. Josh comes in, beats me to death, leaves to go to the bar, while having Chase watch me and yell at me- and sometimes even beat me. Josh comes back home drunk every night, comes to me beats me again, and even sometimes rapes me.

I suffer every single day. I feel so useless. I feel so empty. I feel like trash.

I know for a fact I have multiple broken ribs, a broken arm, a broken leg, an injured shoulder, and possibly something wrong with my brain.

Everyday my memory seems to faint. I remember less everyday. 

It terrifies me, because one day I'll wake up forgetting everything and everyone- including Austin. I'll forget about him, us, everything. I'll forget about our happy memories. Yet, the bad ones too.

And that's the last thing I want. 

But, I could be dead by the time he finds me. I could be gone. 

I just hope he knows how much I love him- so much before I die. 

Therefore, today when Josh leaves, I will write to him, even though he'll probably never get it, I want to inform him on how much he means to me. 

Remember when I told you I had my phone with me? Well, it died- like a minute after Austin texted me. I haven't found a charger anywhere, so now, I have absolutely no way in hell to contact him. 

I just want to know how he is. 

He's probably not looking for me.

He probably gave up weeks ago.

Maybe he even moved on.

Maybe he found someone better.

"Stupid bitch," A loud groan interrupted my current thoughts, snapping me back into reality. "Stand up." Chase demanded. 

I did as he followed and put the letter on the table behind the books. 

"Strip for me," He ordered. I was taken away by his words, so I scrunched my nose, confused. "You heard me you slut, get naked- now!" He yelled. 

Without having a time to think or even move a bone, he came up to me and shoved his tongue down my throat. He was kissing me- more like killing me.

I didn't kiss back- I just stood there, astonished. 

"Kiss me," He growled as he attached our lips once again. I did as followed because if I didn't god would know what would happen. 

His hands traveled down my back, as he squeezed my ass a little. My eyes widened as he began stripping himself. I just stood there as I watched him.

I couldn't help but stare at his toned body- perfect. 

As much as I should hate him to death, I still have a part of me who has feelings for him. He was special to me- even though this was all a set-up. But I do hate him.

He walked back up to me, kissing me once again- harder this time. I felt his member harden as he settled me on the bed. 

He slowly took off my clothes, me, still not moving a muscle. 

He kissed me all the way from my lips down to my naked stomach. I was exposed.

Even though we 'dated' awhile, we never did it. And now, I'm glad we didn't. Of course we were close to doing it, but something always interrupted us.

He came back up to my face as he kissed my lips, slipping his tongue in. I had to let him in considering I had no choice. He squeezed me a little, forcing me back to kiss him, which I did.

He kissed me as he bit my lip, releasing me. 

He licked him lips in a seductive, yet sexual way as his eyes looked at my neck. He pinned his head in my neck as he kissed it, along with nipping it, leaving marks. He continued doing that as his fingers traveled down to my crotch.

He rubbed my crotch as he felt my wetness.

I should be hating this- but I like it too! 

What the fuck.

He smirked as he took that as his approval, but we all knew he didn't have one.

He slid his slender fingers up my vagina, letting it all in.

I moaned as he began thrusting his fingers up and down, kissing me.

I finally took the courage to flip him over, his hands still inside me and I kissed him roughly. He was first taken back, but he kissed back as soon ashe realized what I was doing.

If we were going to do this, we better do it the right way.

I suddenly stopped as I remembered to use protection.

I let go of him, leaving him shocked. I removed his fingers from in me as he licked his fingers, staring at me.

"Do you have a condom?" My raspy voice filled the room.

He nodded as I bit my lip. He took out his condom from the drawer and opened it. He scooted towards me, kissing me once again, he slid his fingers up me and thrusted as fast as he could. 

Once I opened up a bit, he took his fingers out of me, and licked them. He moaned in satifaction and flipped my over so now he was on top of me. 

"You taste  so good, babe." He growled in a seductive way. 

The fuck he calling me babe.

He lowered his head into my boobs and kissed my nipples lightly before sticking his head in my boobs. 

I couldn't help but grin at his actions.

Idiot. My mind said.

Once he stopped, I flipped him over once again, kissing him roughly. He slowly put his harden member inside of me. 

I moaned as it entered me. He smirked as he kissed me roughly. 

"Chase," I moaned as he started to thrust. "Chase!" I moaned louder, I couldn't help, but scratch his back, I knew they were going to leave marks.

He didn't mind, so I kept doing it.

"Aus-," I stopped myself, "Chase," I corrected myself, still moaning.

I don't think he noticed because he didn't look at me, I sighed in relief as he kept thrusting.

Once we were done, we laid in bed tired.

"That was amazing," Chase let out, out of breath. 

Once he got dressed and left, I laid down, crying. 

I didn't enjoy it- not at all. I have just been raped, once again. 

I wouldn't mind if Austin raped me, I'd enjoy that. 

Once I stopped crying, I noticed something on the floor. I got up and picked it up.

It was a phone.

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