Losing Your Memory

12. Framed

Clarke's POV:

No. No. No! Its just not true. I just stormed out of Finn's tent and am now pacing up and down mine.

Bellamy...pushed? No. No, i refuse to believe it...but crap why do i only remember arguing when it comes to Bellamy? Maybe thats why he is being so nice...and maybe thats why he seems all nervous when he asks what else im starting to remember- No! This is absurd, i trust him...but should i?

Maybe it is Finn i can't trust...why didnt he tell me before if he had known all this time? Maybe he was worried...ugh i dont know.

My head is throbbing and i flop down onto my makeshift bed. I don't know what to think...i guess i can wait to remember but what if i never remember? How can i go about normally, looking at Bellamy knowing-i mean, speculating about an attemptive attack!

Oh god what am i thinking? It's late. I should sleep. So thats what i do, i flop down onto my back, a million things on my mind and fall asleep.

The next morning comes sooner than hoped, i wake up at the crack of dawn and everyone one of my attempts to fall back to sleep, fail miserably.

Groggy, grumpy and tired i pull myself out of bed. What am i going to do? Why would Bellamy push me? But why would Finn lie? That's a serious thing to lie about...what if i never remember.

Right. I have no choice but to go from what i actually know! And the way i know Bellamy, is as a kind, slightly bad tempered yet strong leader. He has done nothing but help me so i have to give him the benefit of the doubt. I have not seen him act aggressively in any way - except when giving orders but that comes with the job of Leader, even Bellamy said i have intimidated some of the 100...

I eventually pluck up the courage to get outside and straight away Finn hops up to me.

"Hey how are you?" He asks quickly, putting an arm round me and coming in to kiss me. I dont notice until his lips touch mine and i just pull away, keeping my head down. I cant trust anyone!

Finn pulls me onto one of the dropship seats that was taken from the ship upon landing and hurries off to get me some breakfast. I glare at this, i can look after myself!

"How are you? What i told you must be a lot to take in...i didnt tell you before because i knew everything was already enough to have on your mind..."

"Yeah okay" i mumble, quietly, uninterested. My focus has been stolen by Bellamy's presence. He is putting his gear on beside the dropship and i feel agitated...i want to yell at him and hug him! Whats up with that?

Finn follows my gaze "now i know you must be angry, how about i have a reasonable conversation with him and convince him to talk to you himself, see if he will apologise to you so you can work it all out, yeah?" Finn says, an overly kind smile on his face.

"Work it out? Finn if what your telling me is true! Then Bellamy tried to Kill me! Its not like he lost my pet!" I cry, balling up my fists but eventually i nod and watch as he approaches Bellamy, a kind smile on his face.

Bellamy's POV:

I have only just shoved my gun into my belt when Finn shows up right in front of me.

I think about what Clarke said - "I kissed him" - she had kissed him...i'm losing her again...like i ever had her before!

"What do you want Finn?" I growl warningly, but he continues to smile, as if we are best friends.

"Bellamy! You better stay away from Clarke, i dont know what you are playing at! You always were in the way, like a little parasite begging for attention!" Finn says calmly, still smiling which infuriates me.

"Stay away from her? Me? Im the one trying to protect her from you!" I say quietly, taking a step closer, rage bubbling to the surface in my chest.

"Ha! Like you could protect anyone, you can hardly protect Your own sister, you couldnt save little charlotte and you certainly cannot save Clarke!" Finn snarls, a firm smile still in place as if we are talking over drinks.

Finally my anger spills over the top! How dare he bring up charlotte! I move foward and punch him square in the face as hard as i can, he stumbles backwards and i swear he falls onto the floor on purpose. I didnt hit him that hard. I stare down in fury, i want to punch him again when a girls voice slices through my anger like it is melted butter.

"Bellamy what is wrong with you?" Clarke cries, running to Finn's side to pick him off the floor, he falls against her side and he is limping.

"Are you alright?" Clarke asks Finn, her doctor formality coming through.

"Its just my jaw and i think i twisted my foot when he tripped me" Finn says weakly.

"I didnt t-"

"Bellamy dont you think you have done enough?" Clarke cries, looking up at me venomously as if she doesnt even know me.

"Clarke-"

She shakes her head at me and takes the limping Finn into the dropship. I turn to see most of the campers looking at me "Don't you have work to do!" I yell at them and they all scurry and look away, back to what they were doing.

Im so confused. What is Finn playing at and why is Clarke suddenly so against me. I didnt even trip Finn? What is he playing at? Whatever game it is, he clearly has no rules. He has lost it, he's finally gone mad!

AN: Okay so the deal with charlotte is different to what happens in the show, so you will just have to wait to find out what thats all about and why it got Bellamy so upset ;)

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