Losing Your Memory

27. At Sunset

Clarke's POV:

"Clarke! Lets get out of here! And i dont mean just for a walk! Lets go farther than we have before! Even farther than i have been, while hunting! We can take a tent and enough supplies for a couple days! We could do it!"

I turn to face Bellamy! He is standing outside the small twig fence that borders off the gardening patch from the rest of the camp.

I stop raking the soil and lean on the stick i am using tiredly.

"Bellamy we can't do that...there is work to be done here" i say slowly, still uneasy ever since the incident 2 days ago...i still cannot fathom an explanation as to why i ended up on that cliff and it has been driving me mad.

"Oh but look at how many people there are to do it! We arent in charge anymore! Clarke you deserve a break!" He said it more seriously this time, with a hint of his old leaders tone in the words. I cant help but smile slightly...just slightly....

I groan, not letting him see that he is tempting me. I think about where we could go! Just the two of us, away from this chaos! People dont know what to do with themselves, especially the Arkers, always coming to me with new concerns about such harmless things...

I know Bellamy can tell im warming to the idea as his cheeky smug grin starts to spread accross his lips.

"What about the weather? We have had it lucky so far considering Winter is coming...i dont think its going to last!" I say, noticing the days have been growing colder, especially the nights. Bellamy still looks at me like he knlws i will end up saying yes and i sigh with a smile.

"C'mon Clarke! You're telling me you dont want to get away from Kane who is barking orders at us? Or the moaning Arkers? Or the-"

"Okay okay! Just to get you to leave me alone!" I laugh, despite myself and i shake my head. "Just let me finish here and then..."

"Then we can go! Great! I will get everything we need!" And just like that, Bellamy walks away, a bounce in his step.

I finish the gardening, ignoring the amused looks i am receiving from other people in the garden who overheard.

So i gather everything together, enough blankets and enough supplies for a few days. I stand outside my mums tent for 10 minutes trying to decide what i will say to her but when i tell her im going off with Bellamy she seems oddly okay with it.

I shove my confusion to the side when i see Bellamy by the gate. He has his pack and my stomach flips slightly. God i have to admit he looks too kissable right now. He is wearing a jumper and his hair looks freshly washed and dried, but is still slightly messy in the way i like.

He smiles gorgeously at me as i walk up to him. "I'm ready to go!"

We walk below the slowly fading sun talking lazily and we reach an edge of the trees, in the distance there is a clear and beautiful view of the mountains.

"Lets set up a tent here!" Bellamy says "it will be dark soon!"

I help put up the tent and then turn back to the view "wow!" I gasp as the sun is just dissapearing behind the mountain tops, colouring the sky a mixture of wonderful oranges and pinks.

I sit down and Bellamy sits beside me, he very carefully puts an arm around me. I shuffle closer to him so he knows its okay.

"We can go anywhere princess" Bellamy whispers and i smile, feeling his warmth against my side.

I turn to him and tilt my head up because he is taller. He looks down at me and i have the insane urge to kiss him. So i lean closer to him, raising my lips to his until they are brushing.

I gently press my lips to his and his hands instantly slide up to my neck and he turns to face me properly.

I hold his back tightly, pulling him closer so there is no space between us.

Bellamy slides his hands up into my hair and i smile into the kiss, gripping his shirt. I tug it slightly and Bellamy pulls his arms up so i can slip the top off completely.

I throw it somewhere and i push myself over Bellamy so i am sat on his lap. I grip his neck as he deepens the kiss.

Bellamy runs his hands up my back and under my shirt, tracing my neck with his lips. Now its my turn to lose my top and i certainly dont mind. The chill air simply wills my body closer to Bellamy's.

The next thing i know is Bellamy is rising so i swing my legs around his waist and he holds me up.

He sets me down in the tent on one of the blanket covered beds, my hair spreads across the pillow. He leans over me and i am consumed by him, his warmth and his smell. He is everything in this moment as he kisses my neck and then along my collor bone.

He undoes my bra and my hands find their way down to his belt buckle to undo it. Soon enough the cold outside seems like nothing, with Bellamy's warm skin against mine as he kisses my lips again.

"I love you princess" he breaths against my neck and i laugh, pushing him down onto his back.

"Shut up!" I smile, tracing my fingers down his six pack, and kissing his chest.

I kiss him on the lips and he intertwines his fingers with mine. I smile down at him and whisper against his ear, "I love you too"

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I wake up the next morning beside Bellamy. He is asleep, with his arms around me. I am thankful for his warmth as i can feel the cold morning air all around and i am in just my underwear.

I kiss Bellamy's hands and smile to myself. I swivel around in his grip and my smile falters. God i have fallen hard for this brown eyed boy. I think about all i have been doing recently, the forgetfulness and aimless wandering... i cant help but think my mind is slowly drifting and I never want to forget this....

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