Clockwork Angel (IM5 Colton Fanfiction)

Please Understand!

Hey guys! It's me, the crappy writer again. Please understand that this book is going to get extremely violent and disgusting. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I HATE HAVING DALTON SELF HARM AND COMMIT SUICIDE. It's not a joke, trust me I know and I understand. I have been there, fuck I'm still there. But please, don't take this out on him. I hate seeing him miserable and writing that only burns my heart, but I write it just because it is how I feel and I want to raise it as an awareness. If you are cutting or you have thoughts like that, please go and get help. If you don't, the people in your life are going to find out eventually.

Trust me, that's what happened to me, and my life is now a living hell. Please don't let this happen to you. So just as a heads up, I do NOT enjoy writing this. I feel like it helps bring feelings to the characters and trust me I hate, HATE seeing Dalton in pain. It stings and burns to know that he's going through this. I do not want this to ever happen to him ever, and please understand that. I freaking love him so much and I don't want anything or anyone to hurt him. He is like an angel and is so precious to me. I just want to let you guys know that this does exist in the world today and it hurts and its saddening and its terrible and I really wish there was something I can do to help everyone.

Being bipolar and depressed is not a joke. This is not for attention. This is a real issue that is found in the world. This is not used in any way of entertainment. Please understand that. I am not laughing. I know what it feels like to have endless thoughts and to want to die and wish everything will go away.

But it doesn't. Writing helps relieve my pain. If ya'll want me to stop, I will. Please, feedback rocks! If you don't believe me, then I am sorry. I feel like shit for writing it, but the comfort part at the end really helps me. I also having nothing against Eben or Cass or anyone. To be honest, they are all really sweet and kind in person. This is a story people, not real. Cassidy is freakin nice and cool and would never do this. Nor would Eben.

Thanks guys, please let me know. I really want to know.

Squidward out.