I'll Show You

Chapter twenty-three

Tonight is the night. We are here in the studio with all of Justin's producers and all kinds of different DJ's.

I never knew how amazing it would feel standing in a room full of successful people. It felt amazing just being a part of this.

Justin stood behind the glass wall with his headphones on.  I gave him a smile as he winked at me from afar.

"Alright JB, what type of vibe are you getting from this song?" Diplo said sitting on the other side of the glass from Justin.

"Something upbeat. Something you can listen to anywhere and feel like you're at a beach or having fun in the water." Justin said fixing the headphones and adjusting them to his comfort.

Diplo nodded. "Gotcha man."

Diplo sat with the rest of the major lazer group and messed around with some beats and sounds and finally came up with something to work with.

"This is just something to work with. Let's see how your lyrics and vocals go with it." Scooter said standing over Diplo.

Justin nodded and rocked back and forth from his left foot to his right and listened to the unfinished beat and then sang along with it.

After about an hour, they finally finished messing around with the sound. It sounded really good and just like Justin described it.

"Alright, we will add another part to it when we figure out who is going to feature on it, unless you just want it to be a solo?" Diplo said raising a brow.

"Nah, I want someone to feature. Preferably someone who has a unique sound." Justin said sitting down and laying back stretching his arms.

"I have the perfect person." Diplo said smirking.

We sat and waited for Diplo to finish his phone call with his choice.

"MØ is going to be featuring with you. She'll be here in a few." Diplo said.

"Alright. Sounds good." Justin said noticing I was being a loner.

"What are you doing over here by yourself?" He asked sitting down next to me on the comfy futon.

"Just watching you make music." I responded with a smile.

"Surprisingly, you're not on your phone." Justin said laughing.

"Only because it's dead." I replied with a laugh back.

"That explains it." He said after pecking my head with his lips.

"You can hold my phone until I need it. I know you can't go without your phone."

He got up and went back to what he was doing and I held his phone in my hands. It was like mine, so I was use to the size and everything.

I felt kinda happy that he trusted me with his phone. I know he's not hiding anything and I feel like that's just another step in our relationship.

I decided to get on his Twitter since he never gets on it anymore. His notifications and direct messages stayed on 20+. It's a good thing his notifs aren't on.

I look through his timeline and see a lot of fans tweeting things about him The usual. I miss doing that. I had a fan account of my own, but I can't get on it now since everyone knows who I am. I get on there sometimes and creep on what people say and usually... It's not good things.

I remember being like that. Getting mad because Justin was with a girl. I was so childish back then. I would get jealous over anything, but I grew out of that immediately and realized that he was human too and he deserved to have a life as well and I'm not just saying that because I'm dating him now.

It's still kinda weird saying that, but... I guess I'll get use to it one day.

As I snooped on Justin's phone I followed a couple of fans which wasn't really my job, but what they didn't know wouldn't hurt them.

It was so cute going onto their profiles and looking at their reactions. Damn. It never gets old.

It might have to Justin though, but that's understandable I guess considering he has been going through it for a long time.

As I scrolled through Twitter, I seen a message pop up from Hailey. It read: "Is it okay if I stop by :)?"

I re read the message over and over before saying anything. I didn't want to jump to conclusions so I just ignored it and continued to scroll through Twitter. His phone vibrated again.

Another message from Hailey said: "I miss you."

I clenched my jaw at the words and then chewed on my bottom lip. I looked up at Justin as he talked with Diplo and tried to act like I never seen the message.

Justin looked over at me and I forced a smile onto my lips. I didn't want to smile, but I knew if I didn't, I would just start something irrelevant.

Maybe she meant it in a friendly way.

Who knows?

MØ finally came in and she greeted Justin and Diplo and the rest of the crew. They already planned out some possible lyrics for her feature.

Justin walked over to me and needed his phone I handed it to him and he automatically scrolled through his phone to his texts and smiled at the screen.

What the fuck is he smiling at?

I stare at him and notice he would text back immediately when she texted. It was really bothering me for some reason. I know they are friends, but I don't know what to think.

I never met Hailey, but I always liked her and I just hope this doesn't change the way I feel about her.

As MØ was recording her part, Justin handed me back his phone to hold for him so he could focus on the music.

My overwhelming thoughts got the best of me and I couldn't help it. I had to look at their messages.

I tapped the green button and their messages were no where to be found.

I know he didn't delete them...

He did. That little shit deleted the messages.

I don't know if I should be worried or be absolutely pissed off.

I clench my jaw and then put his phone down. I didn't want to find anything else I wasn't suppose to see. He obviously deleted them for a reason.

It's killing me to know what he said to her.

Should I ask him? It wouldn't hurt right? No. No. That would make me sound crazy. He would probably think I was insane for asking him something like that.

Ugh.

I hate being a psycho bitch.
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Do you think Justin is cheating on Christina? Comment your answers just for fun. I love feedback. This was just a filler chapter. More to come.