I'll Show You

Chapter forty

Justin|

I don't even know what to think right now. I was gone for not even an hour and my fucking fiancé gets robbed of her wedding ring right out from under her. We can't get a break from anything. I hate that she had to go through that, especially alone. It must have been horrifying for her. Goddamn, I wish I would have been there for her.

I feel like a piece of shit. I could have kept her safe, and that is suppose to be my job, but I failed. She isn't harmed, but she could have been harmed. They could have raped her or shot her or something. I am very grateful that they didn't, but it's still not right for them to tie her up in the fucking bathtub with a sock shoved in her mouth. It makes me sick just thinking about it.

Once I find out who did it, I will get my payback. I will make sure they will never  steal again from anyone. I may not be a fighter, but I have had it with people invading our privacy. I understand, I have money and I am a very popular figure, but that does not give anyone the right to invade mine or Chris's privacy or space. I don't feel like calling the police and getting involved with a case because we just got out of a case. I'm tired of it.

I'll do this myself and with the help of a private investigator and my crew. I don't know if that is legal, but fuck it. I'm Justin Bieber and I can have what I want. Nahhh, just fucking with you, but forreal though, I will get that ring back. I could buy another one with all the money I have, but it's not the same. That ring was specially made for Christina, not some fucking robber with no respect or heart.

Chris is literally balling her eyes out. It's been a couple of hours since they robbed us, and she is still shaken up. Shit, I would be too. I don't blame her. It just kills me that someone would do that, especially because they know it's someone close to me. They want to hurt me in every single way possible, just so they can tear me down and watch me fall. I have fallen before, I almost didn't get back up, but slowly I did through the years. I know I wasn't the best person a couple of years ago. I was lost, I got lost in the partying and the fame. I didn't give two fucks if someone liked me or not and that was the problem. I did what I wanted, and did some things that hurt the people I love the most. My family, friends, my fans. My ex-girlfriend was there for me through my worst and I lost her all because of those mistakes I made. I don't blame her for giving up on me because I know that I was bad for her, and that is why I moved on and let her be happy. I...I am happy with Christina. Very happy, and things happen for a reason.

Damn... I got into my feels. My point is, I am a human being with feelings, a heart, I breathe just like everyone else, I cry, I laugh, I break...If I could have one thing... that money could not buy, I would have respect as a human being. I know not everyone is going to like me, but I deserve to be respected and treated like a human instead of a zoo animal. I don't know how else to explain it, but I feel like a zoo animal most of the time and no one should ever feel that way.

I'm ranting again... once I get into talking about all of this, I tend to go on and on. if you cannot already tell.

I've been sitting on the edge of the bed staring at the walls for the longest time. I'm trying to figure out my first move to make on getting them assholes.

I'm going to talk to Scooter and see, but right now, all I am going to do is calm Chris down and let her know that everything is going to be alright. I'm stepping up my game as her fiance. I can't let anything happen to her or our kid. If something did... I would never be able to forgive myself.

"Justin?" Chris's little voice said from behind me. I turned around finding her sobbing. Her face was red. She really didn't need to get stressed out, because I heard it was bad for the baby and her.

"Yeah babe?" I replied scooting closer to her. I held her close to me and put her head into my chest.

"What are we going to do?" She asked. I paused before answering.

"I'm going to talk to Scooter and see what he thinks we should do. I don't want to go to the police and go into court again, because you don't need that on you again. I'm going to see if we could hire a private investigator to help us out."

She was silent, but she heard me.

"You don't have to worry about a thing. I'm sorry that you had to experience a horrible thing as that. I will not let anything happen to you or our baby. I know I have been slack, but I am here all the way now." I added.

"Justin you haven't been slack. You've been the best that you could be for me. You live a different life than others and I understand that. I knew that before I even decided to be your girlfriend." She said looking up into my eyes.

I love her. I love her so much. I kissed her lips and wiped away her tears that streamed down her cheeks.

"Never think for a moment that I don't love you, because I do. I love you more than you could ever imagine. My life has been amazing since you entered it, and also crazy, but lets just skip the crazy part and focus on the positive moments." I laughed slightly to lighten the mood.

She laughed back. Her smile was so beautiful. I love seeing her happy, and that's all I want for her to be is happy and to feel safe.

"I love you too." She said resting her head on my chest again. I kissed the top of her head and let my cheek rest there. My hands roamed through her hair gently.

"I know this is a lot to ask, but could we move out of this hotel? I don't think it will be good for me to stay here after what happened." She asked.

I understood how she felt and I wasn't going to tell her no.

"Of course babe, anything to make you happy. Where do you want to stay?" I asked curiously.

"I was thinking we could stay with my mom, or somewhere other than here. I don't care, I just want to get out of here." She replied.

"We can go anywhere in the world. Name a place you have never been before, and we will take my jet and fly the hell out of here." I said with no regrets.

"Really?" She said looking up at me in disbelief.

"Yeah, name a place. Anywhere that you can think of we will go."

"I've never been to Canada." She said with a smile.

My lips mirrored her smile.

"Well that is about to change."

Home, here we come.
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This chapter was a little short, but this was a filler chapter. There is more to come. -Mae💕