What if I told you that I am going to see the guidance counselor at my school with Canisa.
What if I told you I am terrified to do so
What if I told you that I want to back out but know I shouldnt
What if I told you that my nightmares are back
What if I told you that I havent had a full nights sleep in over 3 months
What if I told you that I want to end it all tonight
What if I told you that I'm sick of my life
What if I told you that I'm done with this
What if I told you that I love you all, but farwell
What if I told you that I want to get better but don't know how
What if I told you that I'm terrified of what my parents will think
What if I told you that I want to talk to a counselor but dont know where to begin
What if I told you that as soon as I get a counselor, I have a plan to get rid of my blades?
What if I told you that only two people know I cut and thats Canisa and someone else.
What if I told you that please keep it a secret
What if I told you I'm trying so hard to fix it but its not working
What if I told you I will get better, but maybe now isnt the time
What if I told you thank you for being there.
