Ignore this. Im ranting. I really really am. Dont worry, I'm not doing something tonight. But I have the thought in my head.
Just fuck it. I'm sick of this shit. Im so fucking sick of it. Fuck. I hate this. My parents don't even think I have depression. Really you fuck tards? Im about 97% sure I do and as you won't take me to a therapist or to even the doctors how the hell am I supposed to get better?
how the hell am I supposed to feel any better if no one believes me? Im so sick of this hell I'm living.
Make the voices go away. I'm sick of them. Every time I see myself in the mirror I have voices screaming insults and that one voice that says quietly you look nice. But I can't hear it. I wanna make them go away.
Swallow the pills and make them go away.
Someone make them go away please. Please. Please
Please
