The bad boy saved me

Chapter 40

THREE WEEKS LATER!!!!

Andy: hey Goodmorning beautiful

I woke up with a smile on my face. He's so sweet.

Me: awe lol you're so sweet. Goodmorning

Andy: um..would you maybe like to go on a date with me tonight...?

Me: really? Yeah of course.

Andy: I'll be there at 7😊

Me: and I'll see you at that time. I'll also see you at school, I have to get ready.

Andy: of course, see you there.

I smiled once more and set my phone down. I straightened my hair and put on my usual makeup. I put on skinny jeans and a white shirt. I then out on a small pair of wedges and grabbed my bag. I got in my car and drove to school.

I pulled into the driveway and threw out my cigarette. I got out and walked into school. I went to my locker and someone came up behind me.

"Jace leave me alone," I sighed, "please stop. I'm done with you. Leave."

"God damn it Lola!" He snapped, "why can't you just talk to me?"

"Because!" I yelled.

I pushed by him and saw Andy. I walked over to him.

"Woah everything ok?" He asked.

"I'm fine," I said.

He set his hands on my shoulders, "come on now. I know that's a lie. What's wrong?"

I shook my head, "I don't really want to talk about it."

He nodded, "I understand."

"Thanks," I sighed.

He wrapped his arms around me.

JACE POV!!!!!

God I was so fucking stupid. I can't believe what was said and done. I don't even remember what it was about. I was just being a dick. I called her so many things and did some stupid shit. I was drunk and tried to have sex with her. I kept trying and trying. She was in tears and pushing me away.

TWO MONTHS EARLIER.....

I had a rough day at work. I decided to just drink it off. Lola would be there to tell me when to stop. She's so amazing and such a sweetheart. I love her.

I started drinking and could feel the buzz. She walked over and took the vodka away. I stood.

"What the hell!" I snapped

"You've had enough," she said.

I pushed her backwards and she fell to the ground. Her eyes wide. She stood and ran to our room. I ran after her. I shut and locked the door. I grabbed her body harshly.

"Jace please," she cried, "please stop."

The tears running down her cheeks.

"God Lola you're such a bitch! I fucking hate when you whine and cry like a little baby ass brat!" I snapped at her.

"Jace you're drunk," she said, "please just lay down."

"Don't tell me what to do you fucking whore! How about you lay down and let me take care of business!" I yelled.

She shook her head and started to run towards the door. I had grabbed her arm and pulled her to me. I pushed her onto the bed and climbed on top of her. I held her hands above her head. I started sucking on her neck.

"Jace stop it!" She cried, "stop it!"

"Come on baby," I bit into her neck, "just let me."

"No!" She screamed, "get off of me!"

I had grabbed my handcuffs and cuffed her hands to the bed. I moved down to her shirt and pulled it up above her body.

"Jace stop!" She cried, "please stop. You're drunk!"

"I don't care," I moaned, "you're not. Oh well."

I pulled down her shorts and I heard the cuffs break. She hit me and I fell off of her. She stood and put her clothes back on. I watched her leave.

__BACK TO NOW!!

I can't believe I did that. Everything I said and did to her. I'm such a fuck up! Son of a bitch! She won't give me the time of day. I'm trying so incredibly hard to apologize. I love her so fucking much!

I know being drunk isn't an excuse but I wasn't in my right mind! I need her! I need her badly. I don't know how to make it up to her. I don't even know if I can.

She pushed by me and I watched her walk up to another guy. The new kid, Andy Alton. My blood boiled. He hugged her and she hugged him back. I leaned my head on the locker.

How do I fix this?

Can I fix this?

She's so perfect. I can't believe I fucked up with her. I need to make it right. I can't go on without her. Then seeing her with that other guy. That really killed me on the inside. Every single inch of my heart shattered.

"Get off of her!" I yelled, "leave her alone!"

"Jace!" She screamed.

I felt her hand come intact with my cheek and it stung. I glared at her.

"Will you just listen to me!" I snapped.

"No," she growled, "Jace please just stop!"

"Please," I looked down, "I'm begging you to just listen to me."

"I don't want to," she shook, "I've heard enough."

I looked at her eyes. Those big brown eyes. The eyes that were filled with so much love but so much hate. I couldn't help it. I pressed my lips against hers and then moved my lips towards her ears.

"I just wanted to feel your lips against mine for the last time," I whispered, "I love you. I'll see you someday."

I looked back at her and her eyes opened.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

I turned around and went to the rooftop. I grabbed a piece of paper.

Dear Lola,
Well, I'm sorry. I am so dreadfully sorry Lola. I literally can't live without you. I know what I did was wrong. I know that you hate me. But I am so sorry. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I would be able to hold you in my arms again, or hear you say I love you. Lola I am so sorry. You come to your locker after every class. I know you'll see this. By the time you get to me I'll probably be gone. However, you know where I'll be. I love you Lola. Your eyes, your smile and laugh. Everything about you. I love you and I'm so sorry. I don't cry much but this has had me in tears just about every night. I just can't go on anymore. I'm sorry. I love you...

I wiped my cheeks and stood up. I looked at the time. Class was almost over. I walked down to her locker and pushed it through the slot. I walked out to my car and started it. I drove to my house and got out. I grabbed a gun and walked into the woods. This was it.