Chapter 32

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I woke up in bed.

What happened?

I only remember seeing the house and that's it. I looked around. I was in a room that I didn't recognize. I tried to move but I couldn't. Kent walked in and smiled at me.

"Hey baby girl," he whispered in my ear, "I only fucked you once. Let's do it again."

Tears came to my eyes as I struggled to get away. He got back on me and kissed me.

"Stop," I cried, "stop it!"

"Come on little girl," he smiled, "let me taste you."

He spread my legs and trailed kisses all the way down my body. I felt his tongue touch me and my body cringed. He had a tight hold on my legs as he got to know my entire area.

"Kent," I moaned, "st..stop."

"You know you like it," he smiled. I shook my head and I groaned.

"Kent!" I gasped, "please."

He stuck two fingers in and smiled. He moved on my body.

"Stop," I cried, "please stop."

"Come on babe," he smiled, "enjoy it. You know you want to."

"No," I shook, "no. Stop. Get off of me!"

"Lola!" He said, "Lola get up. It's me. You're ok!"

I shot up in tears and he hugged me.

"It's ok," he nodded, "it's ok."

I cried into his shoulder as he hugged me.

"It's alright sweetheart," he whispered, "you're alright. He isn't here."

I sniffled and pulled myself together. I stood up and went to the bathroom. I shut the door and turned on the hot water. I plugged the bath and threw in some soap. I sat down and he knocked.

"Lola?" He asked, "are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm ok," I sighed.

"Is it ok if I come in?" He asked.

I looked down and hesitated, "um..yeah sure."

He stepped in slowly and walked over to me. He sat down and looked where all the circular bruises were. He clenched his fists and locked his jaw. I set my hand on his cheek and he looked at me.

"It's ok," I whispered. "It's alright."

He looked down at the floor and then laid his head against the wall. He turned and looked at me.

"I'm with you," I whispered, "try not to think about it. It's in the past. Just don't look."

"How can I not Lola?" He asked, "look at you."

I looked away and back at him. I nodded.

"I know," I sighed, "I know."

He grabbed my hand and kissed the top of it.

"You can um," I stuttered, "come..come in."

"It's ok," he shook, "I don't want you to feel like you're pressured to say that."

"No no," I shook, "I don't feel that way. I actually kinda want you to."

He looked at me and took off his shirt. He dropped down his sweats and got in. He kept his boxers on. It made me feel better actually.

"Can I set you on my leg?" He asked.

I nodded and he pulled me onto his lap. I laid my head against him and he held me.

"I missed this," he whispered.

I smiled, "me too."

He pulled the curtain closed and kissed my cheek. He leaned his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around me. He held me close to him.

"I love you," he whispered.

I placed a kiss on his forehead, "I love you too."

He chuckled and kept his head on my shoulder. He fell asleep and I just sat there.

"Thank you," I whispered, "for everything. I know you couldn't help me and that's ok. You can't help all the time. I understand that. Still though thank you. You mean so much to me and if you wouldn't have saved me those other times id be dead. I love you so much. Every day I'm thankful, for you and what you've done."

He looked at me, "I love you too princess."

"I thought you were sleeping," I said.

"I was until I heard your voice," he smiled.

"I'm sorry," I looked down.

"I'd rather hear that than sleep," he turned my head.

I smiled and kissed him. He kissed me back.

"I wasn't expecting you to kiss me," he smiled, "I haven't really kissed you since it happened. I just didn't know if you were comfortable."

"Only with you," I whispered, "come on."

I stood up and he stood next to me. He looked down at my neck and I tilted his head back up.

"Only here," I said, "only here..."

He nodded and kissed my forehead. I walked out and got dressed.

"I'm sorry," he shook, "I just...I hate myself for not helping you."

"Jace," I smiled, "you did help. I'm here getting through it."

He looked down and shrugged, "I guess."

"You are helping me," I said, "everyday."

"Come on," he whispered, "let's lay down ok? You need the sleep."

I nodded and laid down with him by my side. He held me. I soon fell asleep, he kept me close. It always helps me.

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