The bad boy saved me

Chapter 41

Lola POV!!!

I walked to my locker. His kiss. It brought back so many amazing memories. I have to try and get over him. What he did was unacceptable. It's just so hard when I'm so deeply in love with him.

I opened my locker and a note fell. I read it. Tears came to my eyes and I ran out to my car. I drove to his house and ran inside.

"Jace!" I yelled, "Jace!"

He was no where. Think. Think think!

Where could he be?

That's it. The woods. I know where. I set everything down and ran into the woods. I looked everywhere.

I saw a white shirt and ran towards it. He was on the ground with a gun to his head.

"Jace?" I asked.

He turned to me and kept the gun there. His cheeks glistened from the tears.

"Jace put it down," I shook, "please."

"Why?" He asked, "why should I?"

"Please," tears fell down my cheeks, "Jace put it down."

He looked at me. Anger and sadness filled his eyes.

"Lola I am so sorry," he cried, "I fucked up so badly. I am so sorry. I know I hurt you. I scared you. I am the biggest asshole Lola. I am so sorry that I hurt you. I am so sorry..."

"Jace!" I snapped, "put it down! Now!"

He jumped and I walked over to him. I grabbed the gun and set it to myself.

"Stop it," I cried, "are you scared I'll pull the trigger? Yeah? Well what you're feeling with me is what I'm feeling with you."

"Lola put it down," he sighed.

I took it away from my heart and tossed it behind me. He crawled over to me and wrapped his arms around my hips. His head leaned against my stomach and he held me tightly.

I set my hands on his head and ran my fingers through his hair.

"Jace you can't do this," I shook, "I'm sorry. But I can't be with you right now. I'm sorry but you can not sit here and threaten to kill yourself."

"Please Lola," he cried, "I'm begging you for just one more chance. Please."

"I'm sorry," I shook.

He stood, "then why'd you come?"

"Because," I looked down.

"Why?" He scowled.

"Because Jace," I said, "that's why."

I turned and he gently pulled me back.

"Please give me another chance," he whispered.

I gently pulled my wrist from his grip, "I can't right now Jace."

I walked away but grabbed the gun. I hid it and then walked back to my car. He walked into his house and slammed the door. I started to cry and put my head against the steering wheel.

Jace- thank you

Me- don't thank me. Just promise you won't do it again.

Jace- ...I promise

Me- good.

Jace- why are you still here?

Me- because..I'm upset and scared.

Jace- do you want to come in?

Me- no thanks. I'm going to go back to school.

Jace- be safe.

I started my car and drove away. I got back to school.

Me- can you meet me at rooftop after this hour?

Andy- yeah of course. Everything ok?

Me- yeah...I'm fine.

Andy- I'll see you there. You're a terrible liar.

I smiled.

Me- yeah I know. See you there.

I put my phone down and made my way to the roof. I lit a cigarette and took a drag. I heard the bell ring. Soon after I heard the door open. Andy walked over and sat down next to me.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Jace," I sighed, "he almost killed himself. I had found a note..I rushed to him. I was able to save him. He apologized so many times.

"Hey don't worry about it," he kissed me, "don't worry about him."

I looked at him, "it's hard not to."

"You don't need him," he smiled, "I'm here now."

I nodded, "I know but he was my first love."

"And look how he treated you," Andy sighed.

"You're right," I smiled, "I have you now."

I looked at him and he kissed me.kissed him back. It felt so different than when Jace would kiss me. His kisses were so much more passionate. I miss that honestly. Andy isn't like Jace, not even the slightest bit.

"What do you say we get out of here?" He smiled.

"Alright," I nodded.