Save Me

seventy two

Ever since I came to live in the theater I have done nothing but cause trouble, I deserve to be back living with John and Trish.

[Olivia's POV]

I couldn't stay in the theater by myself, screw that man for making me fear my home and being by myself. Anthony said I could stay with him which made me happy because he is the only person other than Lin that makes me feel safe.

He took me to his apartment after I packed some things, we drove in silence. I was looking out the window. My heart froze when I saw the parking ramp that that man took me to. I ignored the feeling and just looked straight ahead.

We arrived at his apartment shortly and we ran inside and up to his room.

"Want to watch a movie?" Anthony asked. I smiled and nodded. He got onto Netflix and we browsed the movies until we decided on Grease.

The movie began to play and I sat down next to Anthony on his small couch. He pulled me closer to him and I leaned into his chest, his arm wrapped around me.

He plays with my hair as the movie continues. I feel his chest moving up and down, I feel completely relaxed with him. My mind flashes to my backpack, I packed my blades, just incase. I felt a longing feel to go use them.

I hate that I always have to wear long sleeves but the temptations of cutting are too strong. Instead of focusing on the movie, my mind is stuck on my wrists that are hidden underneath my sweatshirt. I am so weak.

My thoughts are interrupted as my phone begins to ring. It's Spencer.

"Hey." I say, answering the call. "Did you get home safe last night?"

"Ya, Lexi's boyfriend took us to her apartment. Are you ok? You left pretty fast."

I questioned whether or not to tell her what happened. No. I can't tell another person, it's too hard. "Ya, just felt kind of sick. Did you need something?"

"Yes, I have something I need to talk to you about. Could you meet me at the coffee shop in 20 minutes?" She asked.

"Ya, everything alright?" I asked.

"I'll explain when we are there. Bye, Olivia." She said and hung up. I told Anthony and he drove me to the coffee shop, he was going to wait on the other side of the shop until we were done talking.

We walked into the coffee shop, I headed to the back and sat next to Spencer who was already there.

"Hey, thanks for meeting me." She said.

"Of course, what do you need to tell me?" I asked.

"I, wow this is hard to say, um. Olivia, I think I am falling in love with you.."

Hello everyone, hope you enjoyed. Make sure to vote and comment because it makes my entire day.

Ok so Spencer just admitted her feelings.. What do you think?

I just got some really good news, so I am a sophomore this year but I just made the varsity volleyball team! I am also a starting left side hitter and I'm so proud of myself and happy for once (:

I love you, I need you in this world so take care of yourself.

- aibhlinn