What More Could I Want (Book #1) AOT Fanfiction *COMPLETED*

Violent Confrontation

It's too early in the morning for this. I was walking from my bedroom to the dining hall when Levi suddenly grabbed me and slammed his lips to mine, nearly knocking all wind from my lungs. I hardly had a moment to react before he pressed his tongue to the seam of my lips and, at my grant of access, delved inside my mouth. I find myself reaching up and tangling my arms around his strong neck. 

I can nearly taste the tea he had this morning as it rolls off my tongue and seeps down my throat with every push of his tongue against mine. He grabs on to my thigh and lifts one leg up, pressing our bodies even closer together. My heart is beating out of control and my body feels extremely hot. Why do I have the sudden need for... Levi's touch. This is getting dangerous. What if someone comes by?

He moves away from my lips and immediately clasps onto my neck. I feel his hot breath then the tender brush of lips, burning as they make contact with my skin. He brings a hand to run through my hair, as the kisses become harder and more urgent. A sigh escapes my lips followed by a moan. I need to stop this but my body has melted and reacts to every touch. "Hei... Heichou..."

He suddenly pushes his lower half into me and I feel something poke me. My body jolts and I grip his shoulders out of shock. Why is he... Now, out of all times? He continues grinding against me, teasing me slowly. My voice... I can't control it. How did things end up this way? I finally find the strength in my arms to push him off. I take several steps away and adjust my clothing. 

Levi has always been a clean freak and hated anyone to touch him. Why would he stoop down to such human contact? "Don't ever do that again!" I snap. "Why would you even think of something like that?"

He wipes his mouth and fixes his cravat. "I am a man that is very aware of my desires and never hold back on them. Is that such a bad thing?"

I cross my arms and try to play it off as much as possible. "Not at all but do not make me the person you express those desires on."

"For about five years, I've suppressed them. I've built up enough. It seems you've been holding back as well. If you truly were against it all, you would have reached for the knife in your jacket."

I grit my teeth and grip my arms. I have to always remember that Levi rebuilt the slum I was when we met. Anything about myself, he crafted on his own so he knows me like the back of his hand. I didn't stop him because I didn't want to. Of course, I will never admit that to him, barely to myself. "Don't ever do that again," I repeat.

Suddenly, a distant gun goes off. Survey Corps doesn't use guns, neither does Garrison... Military Police. "Captain!"

That sounds like Eld. Levi and I go running outside to see Eld kneeled on the floor with a bleeding Hange at his feet. "Hange!" I exclaim.

I practically throw myself down next to him to examine Hange. He's bleeding from his side and he's wide awake. He is just clenching his side and gritting his teeth as he deals with the pain silently. "He's not badly wounded, Captain," Eld explains to me. "I left him here for only a second to go to the stables. Thankfully, he was just grazed."

I run my fingers through Hange's sweating hair and look up to Levi. "I want a carriage here immediately to transport him to the inner wall hospital. If someone has a problem, tell them they'll have me to deal with." Levi nods and hurries off. They go at it like cats but the safety of each other matters as we are connected as if by blood. I look back to Hange. "Hang in there, Hange." I slip off my vest and press it against the wound. Hange yelps in pain but I continue to apply pressure. "You're going to be just fine, alright?" He slowly nods but winces at even that little movement. I move his hand to keep hold of my vest. "Keep that right there. Medical help will be here soon."