Jesse's Girl

Chapter Fifteen

The song is linked to the text that it corresponds to, so you can listen as you read. I'm not sure if its popping up because my app is being stupid.
A few weeks had passed and there had been no sort of contact between the two former Bellas. When the other girls arranged to see Beca and meet her baby girl, Anne, Chloe opted not to attend. It hurt Beca, though she'd never show it, but she understood. After what she pulled over on her, she doesn't even deserve the incredible memories they share, let alone her presence in her home.

A few more weeks had passed before Beca finally heard the sound of that angelic voice once again, but it wasn't how she imagined it. After packing baby Anne into the car, Beca climbed into the driver seat and initiated her usual routine during Jesse's work hours. As she made her way to the store, she flipped on the radio, nearly crashing when the announcer's voice said the name that she hadn't heard for a couple of months. Her name, that voice immediately following and sending the butterflies in Beca's stomach wild.

[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for falling hard for you
I don't expect it to be easy either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen...

[Singing:]
You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

You wore a disguise 'cause you didn't want to get hurt
And you didn't know he made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I know you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain