Graysons pov
I've been so depressed lately, but I've been hiding it. I fall asleep listening to sad songs. I hid my real emotions, I'm depressed. Because I can't have her. She's all I want, but he gets her. Why? Why did she choose him? Why not me? I don't know what to do. I love her, she loves him. I have suicide thoughts, a lot. But no one cares to notice what fucked up shit is going on with me. I'm sad to say this, but I have to try so hard not to cut myself. It's terrible, I need help. Actually fuck help, I need her. Fuck this is so depressing. I've tried dating someone else it just doesn't fucking work. I can't believe it, help me help me help me help me. I constantly hide my tears. They are always being cute with each other. It annoys the hell out of me, because I wish it was me. I hate it, I always wish at 11:11 that she will change her mind. I'm in love with her, but she's in love with him. They love each other. I love her and she's the only one I love! Screw everyone else, I'm so done. I need someone to help me. Will she help me? Or will I have to help myself? The song Me, Myself, and I really is true. It's only Me, Myself, and I. I wish she would notice me not him. She was the one, she is the one.
A/n
This chapter is really depressing, but to be 100% honest this is how I feel. I have a lot me, but that's a big part of it and since my dumbass friends won't care to notice, you guys are the only ones I have to tell.
Ugh help me.
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Fuck Boy
FanfictionMia goes to school with the Dolan Twins, who are the biggest fuck boys ever. If you name a girl they fucked her. Especially Grayson. He keeps trying to her info Mias pants, but she hates him and wont let him. And then she G- Error Error have to read...
