Gray Rainbow (Soramafu)

Prologue

~Mafumafu's POV~

The first thing I thought of when I opened my eyes this morning was, "Just another stupid day, why I am even still alive?". Such thoughts I had quite often, but today was especially annoying and the thought to go out and meet up with a friend of mine, didn't bring even the slightest spark of happiness to me. Everything was just dark and didn't affect me in anyway, but I'm way too polite to just let them wait for me and not going there.

After a few minutes I stood up and walked slowly and not really enthusiastic into my bathroom, to shower and to make myself ready for the meeting with my friend. As I finally was at the door and about to leave I heard my cell phone, which was ringing inside my pocket. I grabbed it and answered the call, Amatsuki, with him I wanted to meet up, was calling and trough the phone, he spook in his happy and cheery voice to me, "Hello Mafu, I'm already waiting at the café for you, where are you right now? I even brought a friend of mine! You will definitely like him!". I listened to what he was saying and after he ended his sentence, I tried to speak to him in a happy and lively voice, which was clearly faked, but I hoped that he wouldn't notice it, "I'm on my way, I was just about to leave my flat and walk towards you." He just said, "Ok, see you in a few minutes.", and ended the call.

I made my way to him, as promised and as I finally saw him, already sitting at a table, I spotted a man next to him, I didn't know him, but he looked really tired and not a bit happy. I thought that Amatsuki maybe had forced him to go. As I greeted Amatsuki, he immediately smiled and said in a happy tone, as he pointed at the man in front of him, "This is Soraru-san, He looks a little bit grumpy, but he isn't, it's just his appearance." The man in front of Amatsuki looked at the one who upset him and then explained, a bit angry, "I'm not looking grumpy, maybe a bit tired, but not grumpy!" I observed him and as I discerned his voice I realized that I already knew it, I knew his voice, but I didn't know why.

I behold the guy across from me and asked, "What is your profession?" He glanced at Amatsuki and then examined me with a surprised look, "You have a pretty high voice for a boy, that surprised me a little bit." He said that with a truly amazed face, his dark brown eyes showed something like interest. He turned his gaze again towards me and commented, "Ah, you asked about my job, sorry I didn't want to upset you or something, I think your voice is really cool. Talking about voices, I'm something like a vocalist, an Utaite, do you heard about them?" I felt as if scales fell from my eyes. Why didn't I realize it before? His voice is so special and I didn't recognize it at all!

I looked at him as if I spotted a flying pig right in front of me. He raised his eyebrow and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?" Amatsuki, who sat beside him just laughed and answered him, "You're something like a superstar and a model for him, he adores you a lot and tries to be just as famous as you." I pouted and turned my gaze away from Soraru. He didn't even have a little clue! I was just surprised that he was that good looking! On his Twitter he always said he was ugly and such things, but the one who sat in front of me, was a really handsome guy, with dark brown eyes and black hair, I guess he was a bit smaller than me, but still very handsome. At first I thought about not saying that, but I would be happy to make Soraru a compliment, fans often do that, aren't they?

I inspected him and then admitted, "You're really handsome, I was a bit surprised about that, I follow your Twitter and you always say you're ugly and I don't think like that at all!" He blushed a bit at my statement and Amatsuki beside him just burst out laughing. As he caught his breath and was finally able to speak, he right away meant, "You're like a little fangirl Mafu-kun. It's way too funny, how serious you said that just now." I pouted again and turned embarrassed my gaze away and whispered, "You're really mean Amatsuki-kun. I'm dead serious." Sometimes I just hate his happy and childish personality, especially when he is making fun of me.

Soraru informed us, "I'm happy you think like this, I'm not self-confident about my appearance and happy that you don't think I'm ugly." He looked at Amatsuki and then stood up. He asked him, "Can you send me Mafu's Line ID? I have to go, but I want to stay in touch with him. Amatsuki nodded, took out his phone and sent it to him. Soraru smiled a little bit and as he waved us goodbye, he walked towards a corner. My gaze followed him until I couldn't see him anymore, I was happy as I felt how my phone vibrated and I saw the message from Soraru on my screen. I answered him right away and Amatsuki gazed at me with a surprised look, "You're really a fangirl aren't you? You never told me, I was handsome or such things, that's so mean."I looked up, towards him and said, "Your voice isn't cool like Soraru-san's so you don't deserve me as your fangirl. He pouted and then stood up, "I have to go, too. I have to upload my new cover, don't forget to retweet it!"

I sighed and then made my way home. All the time I just thought I should've let Soraru sign something from me, I felt like I was the happiest person on earth, I met someone who was just like a hero for me though! As I reached my home, I went to bed right away, meeting Soraru and talking with him was just too much for me. I wasn't that happy for so long! After a few minutes, laying in my bed, I fell asleep.