Not sure if I'm obsessing
Or readdressing
My love for a girl
On the other side
Of my world
So far
Need a car
Made a promise
I won't break it
I swore
It's been too long
I guess I'm late
At the edge of the state
My state of happy
I'm too late
I'm sorry
Baby...
I can't just let it go
Why won't my feelings leave me alone?
The smoke won't help
My brain still works
My heart still hurts
I left her for the bitch
Who broke my world
I'm late
Way late
Too late
She's far
I can't just find
A fucking car
She's with another
She's not my lover
And she's so far
But I still love her
What's wrong with me?
No one will agree
They tell me
Tell her how you feel
I've been there, done that
She's too good for that
Love letters and sappy shit
Just ain't cuttin' it
I stole her once
Because her lover wasn't enough
But I was an idiot
And just kept slippin' n'
I fuckin' left her
For a fuckin' cheater
Goddess, I'm sick
I'm such a fool
Wait, that's it
I'm too lovesick
She ain't a fool
And ain't no tool
Gonna cut that fuckin' jewel
How unfortunate
I just wasn't coordinate
Her silence
Is like a gun
So would someone fuckin' tell her
To pull the fuckin' trigger
'Cause I can't stand it
I'm still waitin'
For her to actually start talkin'
YOU ARE READING
The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar
RandomIn this I write my emotions. Journal entries, how my day went, my poetry (and maybe a few others). Some of you might notice song quotes intertwined with a few entries or poems. That is because some songs inspire me. So go ahead and read this. I'll p...
