My bff stayed over last night, and he showed me one of his sisters. I died inside, or I just did a happy dance with my heart inside. She's my type 100/100 and he's like, "No you can't date her. And if you steal her from her boyfriend Ima beat the shit out chu."
I whined and begged him for approval because the way my heart did flips and tricks in my chest told me that my mind mentally dropped its jaw. I feel like with just a smile from this girl will kill me! My breath hitches in my throat at the sight of her, an urge to squeal like I do with Bri. I was surprised by this reaction. Third person I've felt this way towards. Here's a row of photos from 2016 and younger...
I'm just blown away by her. I usually don't dig girls with short hair, but since the first Skyler, I near would've done anything to hold on to her memory within someone else. But this girl... She just doesn't seem like the others. She has everything I've wanted, she's that person I love the style of and it screams her personality, while her smile is pure enough to warm my heart. Her outfit speaks of being neutral while also being picky. Her hair says I'm short fused but I will still be kind and near understanding everything. Her eyes promise forever while her currently unknown voice I do not doubt will make me feel like I'm in paradise. She's so gorgeous, I almost lost focus because of how long I stared at her. I couldn't help it. A trance she puts me in like a siren's voice.
I have to go. Thanks for your time! ~P. Lutï
A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar, 'cause everything's worth more once I'm a goner -anonymous artist
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The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar
RandomIn this I write my emotions. Journal entries, how my day went, my poetry (and maybe a few others). Some of you might notice song quotes intertwined with a few entries or poems. That is because some songs inspire me. So go ahead and read this. I'll p...