Silence, with no goodbyes
I'm at my wits end
And when the time comes
Not even a cigarette can save me then
If I asked mother
I'm afraid she'd tell me no
These tears are falling
I've no place to go
If I go to hell
For the sins I've committed
I don't think my debt
Will ever end, I admit it
She says her time isn't long
And if I were to hear
That she is gone
I will burst into tears
Loss I can't handle
Distance I can hardly bear
I have a knife in my pocket
And a death in my thoughts
I wonder if I'll even have a funeral
After all, what have they got?
I'm still alive
But how I'll die, I've planned
If someone could save me
From these shaking hands
Tell me again
How you cannot answer
A question so simple
I've been waiting forever
Did you mean it
When you said it?
Did you mean it
Like I did?
Are you at a loss for words
Because you'll never say it again?
I apologize sincerely
I don't deserve you
And you'll never read this
Will you?
YOU ARE READING
The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar
RandomIn this I write my emotions. Journal entries, how my day went, my poetry (and maybe a few others). Some of you might notice song quotes intertwined with a few entries or poems. That is because some songs inspire me. So go ahead and read this. I'll p...
