I woke up at 2. I slept all of Saturday, thought Sunday was yesterday therefor my clock is all thrown off and fucked up and I got dressed and ready for school when school isn't anywhere near starting for another 24 hours. But the video call I had till 5 kept me satisfied until I was once more left to myself for the daytime hours. I'm thinking of just sleeping again. It's better being somewhat nocturnal. Lock myself in my room because I have nothing else to do.
My cousin is here, as I noticed. He's sleeping on the couch/futon at the moment. A rather tall fellow, and a few years older than me with a successful relationship back in California. He is only visiting here. Where in Cali, I do not know.
Embarrassing enough, because I thought it was Monday, I went to my aunt's room to have someone drive me to school but, ya know, it's Sunday. My brain is being slow. Maybe if I stay up I can get someone to get me a Rockstar energy drink, or several. Maybe like, six of them. For caffeine headaches. And my constant drowsiness. I yawn so much I wonder if I'm physically tired. Maybe it's just my mental exhaustion of the world.
So Thanksgiving finally passed. Thank goddess. Ha. Um... Christmas is coming up soon, and I'm questioning if I'll be around long enough for Christmas. Yes, I finally have a friend to help me get to my long wanted destination. Now, if I stay past Christmas, I might be able to get my aunt's credit card to send my friend a Christmas present. She'll love it, I just know it. I'll be able to see my loved one in January but with the plans I have I don't truly know if I'll be staying long enough. I'm being given a short amount of time to see a dear friend of mine, and I don't know if I want to pass up this opportunity. Depending on how I feel, I try to swing back by to see her in January, but given my situation, I don't know if I'll have the permission. It's so hard to choose between the two most important people in my life.
I'm working on my stories, I just have writer's block. If any of you want to help or have any suggestions for what I'm writing, I'll be glad to listen.
That's it. See ya. -Kayty
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The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar
DiversosIn this I write my emotions. Journal entries, how my day went, my poetry (and maybe a few others). Some of you might notice song quotes intertwined with a few entries or poems. That is because some songs inspire me. So go ahead and read this. I'll p...
