The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar

3:46 a.m. 9/17/16

I want to be there. I want there now. Today, tomorrow, sometime before winter, I swear. Or I will walk. I will start walking. Its only 3 days and 2 hours to get there, and I want to be there now. I have let her suffer long enough. I will not stand her falling apart. Who am I to fall apart on her? Because I know I have been strong, but she hardly can be. She's held together by a thread, and all it takes is one seam to rip. And it has. But because of this, I will get there. And I will take my friend with me. He will bow before her like he has bowed before me. He will call her not only liege, but Majesty. Because she is a goddess, but she walks among us, breaking while her soul is not whole. And I will fix that. My guardian will follow me on this journey if I command him to, and I will get there. I will save her. For she's all I have left. She is why I am still breathing, why when the voices scream at me to cut my throat I don't. She is my soulmate, and she has since I first saw her. This bond has formed, and it will not go away, until death do us part and new lives reunite us. A soulmate bond is not something breakable. You can't just sever it. A soulmate bond is like marriage, but stronger. Not even death will do us part for eternity. Divorce isn't a thing, it doesn't exist. I am bound to the one I've been looking for. And now I will not let the distance destroy us any longer. I will be her first kiss and her last. I will hold her in that loving, caring embrace no one has. That hug, that hold that says, "I love you" in so many words but yet none. I will be hers and only hers. I will steal her away from the unworthy. She is mine and always will be. Soulmates together, always and forever. I will get to her, even if it is the last thing I do. Because Brianna, I love you. Is breá liom tú.